07-01-2021, 05:00 PM
[AM Stage 1 - Day 7] – Respect from cool guys, attention from women
Yo watup! Short and quick today.
Felt I needed extra rest today after yesterday's squat, bench workout and after, a fast-paced working day, non-stop for 4-5 hours.
So I laid in bed this morning for nearly 1 hour upon waking. Felt pretty good.
Had one of those days where I didn't felt like walking with head up and eyes on the horizon.
I was feeling more like trying to control my attention instead of reacting to people I passed.
It's like, if I didn't try to control my attention, I would be an attention/validation seeking uncontrollable force.
Have had those kinds of days many times in the past.
I think it's a version of an old self that's popping up every once in a while. It is as if I'm in need of proper nurturing and validation, like a vulnerable warrior, needing some comfort.
This time I experienced this, I felt a little more stable as I have become better in directing my attention. But I still felt I missed some kind of nurturing for my soul.
Anyway, besides that, I still keep seeing people respond to me with more eagerness. Women are also more submissive towards me than before I had the military hair cut.
I like it.
Like... it's great.
Because I'm not trying to do or be something
It's just stuff I notice as I'm going though my day...
That's it. First week of AM Stage 1 DONE.
Have a SPLENTASTIC DAY!
-LM
Yo watup! Short and quick today.
Felt I needed extra rest today after yesterday's squat, bench workout and after, a fast-paced working day, non-stop for 4-5 hours.
So I laid in bed this morning for nearly 1 hour upon waking. Felt pretty good.
Had one of those days where I didn't felt like walking with head up and eyes on the horizon.
I was feeling more like trying to control my attention instead of reacting to people I passed.
It's like, if I didn't try to control my attention, I would be an attention/validation seeking uncontrollable force.
Have had those kinds of days many times in the past.
I think it's a version of an old self that's popping up every once in a while. It is as if I'm in need of proper nurturing and validation, like a vulnerable warrior, needing some comfort.
This time I experienced this, I felt a little more stable as I have become better in directing my attention. But I still felt I missed some kind of nurturing for my soul.
Anyway, besides that, I still keep seeing people respond to me with more eagerness. Women are also more submissive towards me than before I had the military hair cut.
I like it.
Like... it's great.
Because I'm not trying to do or be something
It's just stuff I notice as I'm going though my day...
That's it. First week of AM Stage 1 DONE.
Have a SPLENTASTIC DAY!
-LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
