08-13-2011, 05:08 PM
So I've got about a week left of this subliminal. So far I've noticed dreams are definitely being influenced, lots of women and sex. Outwardly, it's hard to tell the results. To begin with women are subtle with attraction and you really have to be tuned into them to understand what's going on. As aggressive as this subliminal says it will make their behavior, it's still not going to be as obvious as I'd like it to be. That's where my biggest problem lies, I wait and wait for more confirmation and during that time they get the wrong impression of me. I'm sure plenty of girls have given me subtle hints that I was hesitant to act on because I feared rejection.
Bottom line is this sub deals with attraction and attention from women. Something I am still very uncomfortable with at times and I feel like those negative beliefs are hindering my ability to act on the opportunities presented before me. I definitely don't put myself out there enough, which I rationalize in my mind as indifference, but the truth is fear is what gets in the way which is not indifference. True indifference would be acting upon my desires and not caring what the outcome is. Right now I hide and play it safe, I'm a coward and in order to protect my fragile ego I rationalize by saying I'm indifferent. I've turned indifference into a behavior, when in reality it should be a mindset.
I'm slowly improving, but a subliminal like this might be too much for me right now. I will finish it, but I think my results shouldn't be an indication of the subliminal's effectiveness. Perhaps one day I will revisit it when I've sorted out my mindset. Things are complicated now and I need to work on myself more and keep building my foundation. A solid mindset is more important than attention from women.
Bottom line is this sub deals with attraction and attention from women. Something I am still very uncomfortable with at times and I feel like those negative beliefs are hindering my ability to act on the opportunities presented before me. I definitely don't put myself out there enough, which I rationalize in my mind as indifference, but the truth is fear is what gets in the way which is not indifference. True indifference would be acting upon my desires and not caring what the outcome is. Right now I hide and play it safe, I'm a coward and in order to protect my fragile ego I rationalize by saying I'm indifferent. I've turned indifference into a behavior, when in reality it should be a mindset.
I'm slowly improving, but a subliminal like this might be too much for me right now. I will finish it, but I think my results shouldn't be an indication of the subliminal's effectiveness. Perhaps one day I will revisit it when I've sorted out my mindset. Things are complicated now and I need to work on myself more and keep building my foundation. A solid mindset is more important than attention from women.
