06-28-2016, 01:58 AM
Damm it's disheartening to see people quitting their BASE runs, as there really aren't many people who have run base 2.1 as it is... no matter, I am still running strong despite feeling perpetually knocked off balance, a balance that I felt from my core during e2... it's like I'm a new born child entering into the world and learning everything for the first time, except I'm an adult and I have responsibility along side learning a new culture and new language.
What's sad is that I have been taking anti histamine medication to sleep for the past few weeks, on and off. I can't sleep worth a shit. But to be fair to the subliminal, I've always had shitty sleep quality. But I do have to be up at a certain time every day and if I can't get my Nap time in during the afternoon, I need full quality sleep during the night lol.
So if I can sum up where I'm at in simpler terms... I'm not happy with where I'm at, although I still do feel I'm destined to succeed... it's inevitable.
What's sad is that I have been taking anti histamine medication to sleep for the past few weeks, on and off. I can't sleep worth a shit. But to be fair to the subliminal, I've always had shitty sleep quality. But I do have to be up at a certain time every day and if I can't get my Nap time in during the afternoon, I need full quality sleep during the night lol.
So if I can sum up where I'm at in simpler terms... I'm not happy with where I'm at, although I still do feel I'm destined to succeed... it's inevitable.