06-14-2011, 10:04 AM
Stage 5 Week 2- Week 3 Factor-A
I'm going to start from scratch and ask myself and others on the forum what can I expect from AM11. I'll be re-asking questions but this time from a different vantage point. Like asking the question about a flame only after staring at it for some period of time.
So the question is what should I be looking for? I'm looking for answers from those who have experienced AM in any version. If you respond, please let me know which version you used and if AM11 what stage you are on. Once again I'm looking for what has changed not, what you expect.
- Mode is starting to improve.
- I'm disappointed that I no longer have the fire of stage 3. However I can push myself when needed. This is a change from before AM11/Overcoming Procrastination.
- Over the last week I've not felt the urge to correct the world or call out the elephant in the room. I'm still quite bold but not as brash.
- I'm more and more dis-liking the current condition of my body. I have thoughts about working out but not the motivation.
- As I now understand what the AM11 sub focuses on (emotional self reliance, confidence in the masculine core, alpha body language), I'm seeing how it can be touted as improving other areas of ones life. The other areas can be improved with the proper foundation, but these other areas are not being directly addressed by the sub. So my expectation for the sub were based off what I pictured in my mind was alpha. The sense I'm getting from past reading of the forum is that the sub will build a foundation and with a correct foundation what I picture in my mind is possible. So if I'm correct, the sub will indirectly program me to what I want. My past experience tells me that this secondary, indirect, growth is best done by action and not just sitting back and letting nature take its course. The "let nature take its course" method with a different foundation will bring about changes, but will take time and leads in a direction maybe only know to my subconscious. So my expectation of what I expected AM11 to do are not materializing. The sub is not directly programming me, but indirectly. I've started to reset my AM11 expectations to look for the base traits that I think are in AM11 (Emotional self reliance and heath, confident and secure in the "masculine core"). I will say that I'm glad I did research before starting AM11 and added Overcoming procrastination.
I'm going to start from scratch and ask myself and others on the forum what can I expect from AM11. I'll be re-asking questions but this time from a different vantage point. Like asking the question about a flame only after staring at it for some period of time.
So the question is what should I be looking for? I'm looking for answers from those who have experienced AM in any version. If you respond, please let me know which version you used and if AM11 what stage you are on. Once again I'm looking for what has changed not, what you expect.
