09-03-2010, 07:13 AM
Inside and outside world...
inside: a lot of stuff is coming up again. Stuff I thought that is now completely released. I thought anything concerning one of my ex gfs is gone. I am sleeping with hearing the AoS sub and have weired dreams concerning "open wounds". I am looking forward till it is completely released.
Further I feel some fear concerning people, why-o-ever...
outside: my voice got still deeper and got more volume - my bodylanguage is really relaxed now. When I look in the mirror, I really see a different guy - relaxed face muscles and I think more symmetry in my overall face. My body reacts great on gym work as I see more muscles after last workout. Some girlfriends of me said "wow" when I came to a bar some days before.
inside: a lot of stuff is coming up again. Stuff I thought that is now completely released. I thought anything concerning one of my ex gfs is gone. I am sleeping with hearing the AoS sub and have weired dreams concerning "open wounds". I am looking forward till it is completely released.
Further I feel some fear concerning people, why-o-ever...
outside: my voice got still deeper and got more volume - my bodylanguage is really relaxed now. When I look in the mirror, I really see a different guy - relaxed face muscles and I think more symmetry in my overall face. My body reacts great on gym work as I see more muscles after last workout. Some girlfriends of me said "wow" when I came to a bar some days before.
focused mass action
