08-04-2010, 02:04 AM
Hey guys,
I have to write about my last crazy weekend. Everything started on Thursday, when a gf of me asked me to go out. We went to a disco, where we met some other girls (I didn´t know yet). I held some small talk with one of them. The funny stuff is: some time before I said I wanted to make out with a turkish girl... as the night grew older, we went to another disco, walking with the girl I´ve met hand in hand... after entering the new club, we just danced, she looked into my eyes and I felt, that there was such a connection - really deep. We just kissed each other and began to make out HEAVY for at least 1 hour in the middle of the disco ...
I did mirror affirmations for appr. 1 hour before going out and what I´ve seen in the mirror was a really, really confident, sexy motherfucker. I barely couldn´t believe my eyes at first, how sexy my whole face and eyes became. I was sitting on a chair and reminded myself of Cory Skyy, as he was sitting in any of his videos - totally relaxed and in pure connection with his sexuality. I felt real relaxiation from the inside out.
Saturday:
I´ve met with some other girls, I knew for a while w/ a buddy of mine. To make things short: I flirtet a lot with one of the girls, she was really enjoying it, always beating of me because of my dirty jokes and we slept together in my cellar.
Feelings inside of me:
they vary. From feeling absolutely GREAT and AWESOME to having some fear coming up. I am looking forward to release this fear within next days with my subliminals and all of affirmations I am doing.
// smash
I have to write about my last crazy weekend. Everything started on Thursday, when a gf of me asked me to go out. We went to a disco, where we met some other girls (I didn´t know yet). I held some small talk with one of them. The funny stuff is: some time before I said I wanted to make out with a turkish girl... as the night grew older, we went to another disco, walking with the girl I´ve met hand in hand... after entering the new club, we just danced, she looked into my eyes and I felt, that there was such a connection - really deep. We just kissed each other and began to make out HEAVY for at least 1 hour in the middle of the disco ...
I did mirror affirmations for appr. 1 hour before going out and what I´ve seen in the mirror was a really, really confident, sexy motherfucker. I barely couldn´t believe my eyes at first, how sexy my whole face and eyes became. I was sitting on a chair and reminded myself of Cory Skyy, as he was sitting in any of his videos - totally relaxed and in pure connection with his sexuality. I felt real relaxiation from the inside out.
Saturday:
I´ve met with some other girls, I knew for a while w/ a buddy of mine. To make things short: I flirtet a lot with one of the girls, she was really enjoying it, always beating of me because of my dirty jokes and we slept together in my cellar.
Feelings inside of me:
they vary. From feeling absolutely GREAT and AWESOME to having some fear coming up. I am looking forward to release this fear within next days with my subliminals and all of affirmations I am doing.
// smash
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