04-03-2018, 06:44 PM
Stage 5, Day 16:
- Finished up the new book already. Almost feels more like an article than a book but it’s a decent read nontheless.
- Assertion and dominance definitely were at the forefront today for me. Even when I internally fought myself a bit on a couple situations, the AM6 programming overrode my actions and speech in a matter of seconds.
- My energy and level of joy have been steadily high all day.
- Stopped working a full 30 minutes before my shift ended, usually I’d push through but I had simply had enough and decided to save my energy for myself.
- Won’t go into details but my soon-to-be ex-wife now strikes me as a certified psycho. Either that or I don’t understand women nearly as much as I thought I did. She doesn’t seem to want to leave me alone in a romantic sense, no matter how much I put my foot down. Don’t wanna sound paranoid but the stunt she pulled tonight makes me wonder if she’ll try and stop the divorce from being finalized.
- Had a guy seem timid and he moved out of my path while I was walking at work today.
- Sometimes when people walk by my row at work, I swear I’m the only thing they see. I keep catching ppl stare as they walk by at least 6 times a day.
- Finished up the new book already. Almost feels more like an article than a book but it’s a decent read nontheless.
- Assertion and dominance definitely were at the forefront today for me. Even when I internally fought myself a bit on a couple situations, the AM6 programming overrode my actions and speech in a matter of seconds.
- My energy and level of joy have been steadily high all day.
- Stopped working a full 30 minutes before my shift ended, usually I’d push through but I had simply had enough and decided to save my energy for myself.
- Won’t go into details but my soon-to-be ex-wife now strikes me as a certified psycho. Either that or I don’t understand women nearly as much as I thought I did. She doesn’t seem to want to leave me alone in a romantic sense, no matter how much I put my foot down. Don’t wanna sound paranoid but the stunt she pulled tonight makes me wonder if she’ll try and stop the divorce from being finalized.
- Had a guy seem timid and he moved out of my path while I was walking at work today.
- Sometimes when people walk by my row at work, I swear I’m the only thing they see. I keep catching ppl stare as they walk by at least 6 times a day.