12-10-2017, 01:04 PM
Stage 1, Day 30:
- Both a duck and a little boy came within a foot of me and just stared. These were at seperate times during the day, and both were equally weird. Makes me wonder if I’m generating something in my aura.
- Starting to become more health conscious. I’m doing a fast/detox where I’m only taking in water, prune juice, and ginger tea into my body for the next 36 hours. I’m finding it a breeze to control my food cravings so this could be a self-discipline portion of the programming showing itself.
- I’m finding myself being a bit more impatient with my daughter then I have been the past couple months today, but my level of patience is still much better than what I see with most parents.
- I’m picking up on beta male behaviors from other guys quicker and quicker lately, as a matter-of-fact, I see low value behavior in women very quickly too.
- I find myself lusting after women like I did when I was teenager.
- Both a duck and a little boy came within a foot of me and just stared. These were at seperate times during the day, and both were equally weird. Makes me wonder if I’m generating something in my aura.
- Starting to become more health conscious. I’m doing a fast/detox where I’m only taking in water, prune juice, and ginger tea into my body for the next 36 hours. I’m finding it a breeze to control my food cravings so this could be a self-discipline portion of the programming showing itself.
- I’m finding myself being a bit more impatient with my daughter then I have been the past couple months today, but my level of patience is still much better than what I see with most parents.
- I’m picking up on beta male behaviors from other guys quicker and quicker lately, as a matter-of-fact, I see low value behavior in women very quickly too.
- I find myself lusting after women like I did when I was teenager.
