11-20-2017, 07:14 PM
Stage 1, Day 10
Wasn’t planning to post today but wow, today was one of those days that showed me that I’m more attractive to women than I think:
- First main thing is that when I got to work, my supervisor got annoyed that my coworker and I were discussing the New Justice League movie. I looked at her with a blank face when she butt in and for some reason she got nervous and quickly changed the subject and asked what I was drinking out of my styrofoam cup. After showing her, without even thinking, I spun her around in her chair so that she was facing her computer and I said “good afternoon to you too”. Lol a woman I grew up with who also now happens to be my coworker looked at me like I was crazy. Thing is, even after I realized what I’d done, which is basically tell my supervisor to f**k off in a subtle way, I simply turned back to my male coworker and continued our conversation like nothing ever happened. This may be a sign that I need to watch my actions and words very closely during the next couple stages or things may get out of hand.
- Another female coworker who I’ve decided to start ignoring since she never speaks when I greet her walked by my desk and rubbed my shoulder with a smile. I was genuinely confused and looked back at her and she smiled even wider. I said hello and turned back around, still confused.
- A female team lead walked by me after I raised my hand to ask her for help, when I playfully called her out on it, she had this look on her face like she was in trouble and came to actually sit next to me and give me her undivided attention until my questions were answered completely.
- A team lead that I used to have a crush on went out of her way to double back and say hi to me after she already passed me, she did it with an unusually bright smile too.
- A female from another department asked me how my weekend was while I was waiting for my system to load, after telling her I went to the beach, she playfully kept asking why I didn’t invite her, now what happened next made me feel like I was in the twighlight zone. She asked for my phone number on the call, which all calls on the company phones are recorded. Not gonna lie, I did give her my number too. 10 minutes later, a female team leader from her department invited me to come and visit her and her all female team after I got off work tonight. Thing is, our buildings are across the road and half a mile down from one another so though it wouldn’t have been a long trip, it was still odd to be invited to another department especially after she knew that I would be off work. I declined because I’m starting to see where this is going, I’m not about to get caught up in company rumors lol. I already have other coworkers accusing me of looking and sounding like I flirt on the phone with women, I tend to just laugh it off.
Don’t know what all is in stage 1 but I’m starting to see and experience things that I wouldn’t have expected until I was at least halfway through the program.
Wasn’t planning to post today but wow, today was one of those days that showed me that I’m more attractive to women than I think:
- First main thing is that when I got to work, my supervisor got annoyed that my coworker and I were discussing the New Justice League movie. I looked at her with a blank face when she butt in and for some reason she got nervous and quickly changed the subject and asked what I was drinking out of my styrofoam cup. After showing her, without even thinking, I spun her around in her chair so that she was facing her computer and I said “good afternoon to you too”. Lol a woman I grew up with who also now happens to be my coworker looked at me like I was crazy. Thing is, even after I realized what I’d done, which is basically tell my supervisor to f**k off in a subtle way, I simply turned back to my male coworker and continued our conversation like nothing ever happened. This may be a sign that I need to watch my actions and words very closely during the next couple stages or things may get out of hand.
- Another female coworker who I’ve decided to start ignoring since she never speaks when I greet her walked by my desk and rubbed my shoulder with a smile. I was genuinely confused and looked back at her and she smiled even wider. I said hello and turned back around, still confused.
- A female team lead walked by me after I raised my hand to ask her for help, when I playfully called her out on it, she had this look on her face like she was in trouble and came to actually sit next to me and give me her undivided attention until my questions were answered completely.
- A team lead that I used to have a crush on went out of her way to double back and say hi to me after she already passed me, she did it with an unusually bright smile too.
- A female from another department asked me how my weekend was while I was waiting for my system to load, after telling her I went to the beach, she playfully kept asking why I didn’t invite her, now what happened next made me feel like I was in the twighlight zone. She asked for my phone number on the call, which all calls on the company phones are recorded. Not gonna lie, I did give her my number too. 10 minutes later, a female team leader from her department invited me to come and visit her and her all female team after I got off work tonight. Thing is, our buildings are across the road and half a mile down from one another so though it wouldn’t have been a long trip, it was still odd to be invited to another department especially after she knew that I would be off work. I declined because I’m starting to see where this is going, I’m not about to get caught up in company rumors lol. I already have other coworkers accusing me of looking and sounding like I flirt on the phone with women, I tend to just laugh it off.
Don’t know what all is in stage 1 but I’m starting to see and experience things that I wouldn’t have expected until I was at least halfway through the program.