09-28-2014, 11:44 PM
The naturaliser does what it's supposed to do. My journal shows a lot of changes within me that are to do with AM6. For example before doing it I would always put myself down saying things like "of course no one fancies you, look at the state of you" and I would often refer to my self as "Dead man" when talking to myself. As for my reflection in the mirror I just used to almost want to slash my wrists when I saw it. Now I love the reflection and I don't have any of that self put-down shit that plagued my mind, quite the opposite! It was a realisation that I just don't say or feel those things anymore like my mind was distracted or moved out the way while the new programming was 'installed' then my mind put back. I never used AM5 and from reading about the differences, I would still have gone for version 6.
