02-25-2019, 04:48 AM
Even on 3.3.1-D I broke my streak but didnt care about it lots. More of an "oh I relapsed, whatever" kind of attitude, only to proceed with all like nothing happened. Even the wall didnt seem flawless. As a matter of experience, it was a "once you break it, it doesnt function 100% anymore" thus being back on nofap.
Now that I truly commited to it, lots of other dopamine urges in other forms come to the surface and are put in the spotlight. Once you recognize it in pmo being cravings/urges/withdrawls, its all dopamine. Im in a sort of hardmode. Not seeking the stimulous. Am now on day 6.
Results: more energy. More fun. Confidence. Reduction of guilt. Dealing with anything else aswell. Life is more vivid, seduction ( aswell as self-seduction) gets more easily. Im channeling the energy in business, goals, socializing, building life up further and going through a h/c nofap phase. I would go as far tgat, yes, keep taking action just because and as a rewiring kind of thing, but also go as far as through no pmo, it becomes effortless, like it was "ment" to be. Kinda limiting thinking now that I think about it.
Anyways, im good. Im feeling good and benefits are already popping up more and more clear. My limitations seem to circle around black white thinking. One or the other while breaking free results in both.
Im not even counting the days. Maybe I should for shits and giggles.
Im becoming way more authentic and have seen what underneath it.
My longest streak has been 60+ yet I still looked at porn without the O. I did masturbate still but half assed, as in, breaking it pretty sure off after starting out of sheer not seeing the use in it, yet kept sort of chasing.
Im literally forcing replacement with rl. Girls and man o man does it feel good, and does design goals feel so damn real.
Now that I truly commited to it, lots of other dopamine urges in other forms come to the surface and are put in the spotlight. Once you recognize it in pmo being cravings/urges/withdrawls, its all dopamine. Im in a sort of hardmode. Not seeking the stimulous. Am now on day 6.
Results: more energy. More fun. Confidence. Reduction of guilt. Dealing with anything else aswell. Life is more vivid, seduction ( aswell as self-seduction) gets more easily. Im channeling the energy in business, goals, socializing, building life up further and going through a h/c nofap phase. I would go as far tgat, yes, keep taking action just because and as a rewiring kind of thing, but also go as far as through no pmo, it becomes effortless, like it was "ment" to be. Kinda limiting thinking now that I think about it.
Anyways, im good. Im feeling good and benefits are already popping up more and more clear. My limitations seem to circle around black white thinking. One or the other while breaking free results in both.
Im not even counting the days. Maybe I should for shits and giggles.
Im becoming way more authentic and have seen what underneath it.
My longest streak has been 60+ yet I still looked at porn without the O. I did masturbate still but half assed, as in, breaking it pretty sure off after starting out of sheer not seeing the use in it, yet kept sort of chasing.
Im literally forcing replacement with rl. Girls and man o man does it feel good, and does design goals feel so damn real.
