01-16-2024, 06:32 AM
Day 95th:
Welp 3 month's and a few days in.
Overal I would say things are going pretty well except for 2 things:
1.I clearly notice Guilt,Shame and Fear standing in the way of the full excecution
2.Last Sunday night I got a Epileptic seizure attack
Aura of Love is a safe sub/exp so I'm sure that has nothing to do with it but it still sucks that it happend after a few years.. (last time was 2021)
but the people at the small theather liked me (after just a month so that makes me happy : P )
I know it might sound Reckless but I really hope that once I have done the full program (AOL-OGSFV2-ASC6G-AM7) my epileptic seizures will stop.
I dont want to die but I still want to live if it makes sense, Even more so without being a burden to others.. (I had this problem since I was 3 till I was 7 then it went away till it came back when I was 27/28... and now I want to lose it again)
But yeah this was my smalll update again.
Welp 3 month's and a few days in.
Overal I would say things are going pretty well except for 2 things:
1.I clearly notice Guilt,Shame and Fear standing in the way of the full excecution
2.Last Sunday night I got a Epileptic seizure attack
Aura of Love is a safe sub/exp so I'm sure that has nothing to do with it but it still sucks that it happend after a few years.. (last time was 2021)
but the people at the small theather liked me (after just a month so that makes me happy : P )
I know it might sound Reckless but I really hope that once I have done the full program (AOL-OGSFV2-ASC6G-AM7) my epileptic seizures will stop.
I dont want to die but I still want to live if it makes sense, Even more so without being a burden to others.. (I had this problem since I was 3 till I was 7 then it went away till it came back when I was 27/28... and now I want to lose it again)
But yeah this was my smalll update again.
