11-09-2023, 11:28 AM
hmmm.. I guess the real thing is, is that I dont know what love itself does, I just know it's a good thing and it makes you care about yourself and others..
I still dont know why it matters... mayby it has something to do with my neglect full father? He has always been a workaholic and bearly payed attention to us..
It could also be because I kept losing friends over time that I want to secure the friends I have now...
I could say mayby it's having feelings of uselessness but that would bring us to why I have those feelings and the simple answer is because I'm not like a regular person..
oh well..
I still dont know why it matters... mayby it has something to do with my neglect full father? He has always been a workaholic and bearly payed attention to us..
It could also be because I kept losing friends over time that I want to secure the friends I have now...
I could say mayby it's having feelings of uselessness but that would bring us to why I have those feelings and the simple answer is because I'm not like a regular person..
oh well..
