Feeling a bit depressed today. I’m turning 30 this Saturday and not sure how I feel about it. I’m embarrassed to admit, I actually recognized some neediness in myself today. Sometimes I think my expectations of people are too high. I had planned to invite a few people to just go and have drinks on Saturday but turns out everyone’s busy. I understand that everyone has lives, but I have to admit I was a bit bummed out. I actually cried a bit. It’s crazy because I usually don’t do anything like that. This could be resistance but I don’t want to read too much into it.
“When you change yourself...you change the world”
-Silvera, Gojira
-Silvera, Gojira
