Oooh jeeez I have been hypersomniac for the entire Stage 1. It's 4 more days to go before I switch to Stage 2. Feelings of depression have subsided. Hopefully it will be this way up until the end. I am currently enjoying my alone time. Just with myself. Although I sometimes have to go out, I dont have any issues with socialization right now, in contrast to my previous AM run. My Introvert core is currently happy. 
Anyhow on another note, I can segregate feelings now. like i can distance myself and observe that feeling for what it is instead of having it run and ruin my thought process. I am pertaining to something as to the feeling of being betrayed. I for one haven't experienced this from my previous relationships. That's why it hit me to the core when it happened. But now I observe it as it is. It has definitely took a hit on my ego as a man. My confidence and self esteem plummeted. It made me question my existence as a man. But despite of all these negative feelings, I still am thankful for them. Experiencing rock bottom definitely showed me a different perspective on things. It's not all rose tinted glasses for me. Although I feel that my recent Ex is wasting herself on a man that is taken. But what to do, it's her whose deciding for her life. But being part of my life, I have that feeling of wanting her in a better position. Just like all of my previous Exes. Me and my exes communicate from time to time just to catch up. And I'm quite happy most of them are in a good place where they are being nurtured by their partners. And that is something enough to give me a certain sense of fulfillment. Anyhow, only time will tell if she finds that light that will bring her to everlasting happiness. For now I must leave it to Fate and Karma.
Anyhow on another note, I can segregate feelings now. like i can distance myself and observe that feeling for what it is instead of having it run and ruin my thought process. I am pertaining to something as to the feeling of being betrayed. I for one haven't experienced this from my previous relationships. That's why it hit me to the core when it happened. But now I observe it as it is. It has definitely took a hit on my ego as a man. My confidence and self esteem plummeted. It made me question my existence as a man. But despite of all these negative feelings, I still am thankful for them. Experiencing rock bottom definitely showed me a different perspective on things. It's not all rose tinted glasses for me. Although I feel that my recent Ex is wasting herself on a man that is taken. But what to do, it's her whose deciding for her life. But being part of my life, I have that feeling of wanting her in a better position. Just like all of my previous Exes. Me and my exes communicate from time to time just to catch up. And I'm quite happy most of them are in a good place where they are being nurtured by their partners. And that is something enough to give me a certain sense of fulfillment. Anyhow, only time will tell if she finds that light that will bring her to everlasting happiness. For now I must leave it to Fate and Karma.
365 Days of Success and Luck 
