11-15-2014, 04:42 AM
Finished up AM 5 and been running the refresher stage 7 for over a month now.
Started adding in absolute self confidence 5g a week ago, I forget if I'm not supposed to mix 5g and 4g's but shits working well for me.
Going to run that while I figure out what's next.
Definitely going to do AM6 and then SM6, in that order, but not sure when I'll start.
AM 5 was a pretty awesome set all in all.
I'm more in control, responsible, and accountable for my life then ever before.
I say I'm going to do something and do it. It's not always easy, especially if it's towards a difficult goal with a seeming roadblock but there's a drive in me now. I actually have goals now as well. My mind automatically structures things into goals, and blocks of action/steps to take.
Being social and being alone are almost interchangeable, since I'm so rooted in myself, they both feel very comfortable. Although my default before engagement is relaxed but ready for the worst, kind of confrontational without being confrontational, the moment I get in a conversation with someone though its cruise control, rewarding, relaxed, and I easily lead it in the directions I feel like and listen and find something to benefit in what almost everybody I talk to has to say.
I stopped doing any extra 'self development ' completely in the later stages and now I'm coming full circle and really enjoying implemented things I completely looked past before.
I really like some of the stuff I've been reading about... geodudes PSTEC...and tapping.
I'm very happy in my life without women, well happy is not the best word perhaps.
I'm very focused on work, starting my own side-hustles and passive income and enjoying my hobbies. Although during stage 6 I was dating one women exclusively.
We both agreed to date for only one month at which point she had to leave the country on business.
I made some strong boundaries up front about how much time we could spend together overall and during the weeks we were seeing eachother, and it worked out great.
While she was in Asia she told me if it would keep us together I could see other people she just didn't want to hear about it. She said she wasn't going to see anybody else and knowing how picky she is I don't doubt it, she has also proven nothing but super honest, but if she does see other people, as long as its safe, I could also give less shit.
When I read the list of what AM5 is supposed to do I would say it hits almost everything but approaching women, or maybe that's my preference on the set. Also rejection or perceived rejection can still fire me up, like who the fuck are they to be ignoring me, but I usually channel it quickly and assertively into something worthwhile. In my own words I would say:
AM 5
1. Masculine self image
2. Increased Drive, Focus, Motivation
3. Get and receive more respect
4. More attraction from woman and submissiveness and/or heated engagement good and 'bad'. The whole anger/passion thing
5. More relaxed, confident, able to confront and deal with confrontation
6. Thinking about my future, my vision and acting in the present on it, i.e. delayed gratification
7. More unattached to things in general, great sense of personal freedom and lack of inhibition
8. No need to fix or prove myself
9. Greater acceptance and enjoyment of challenges.
10. Just a way stronger sense of self, way more inner strength, more self acceptance, and belief in my ability to do anything.
there's other stuff I'll post if I remember and its worth it.
By the way I started this process called HMI Mental Bank, there's a youtube video on it. Its completely free and free to do.
Its really effective I started a week ago and already doubled my monthly income. Not saying that was all the process but it definitely added some rocket fuel.
Started adding in absolute self confidence 5g a week ago, I forget if I'm not supposed to mix 5g and 4g's but shits working well for me.
Going to run that while I figure out what's next.
Definitely going to do AM6 and then SM6, in that order, but not sure when I'll start.
AM 5 was a pretty awesome set all in all.
I'm more in control, responsible, and accountable for my life then ever before.
I say I'm going to do something and do it. It's not always easy, especially if it's towards a difficult goal with a seeming roadblock but there's a drive in me now. I actually have goals now as well. My mind automatically structures things into goals, and blocks of action/steps to take.
Being social and being alone are almost interchangeable, since I'm so rooted in myself, they both feel very comfortable. Although my default before engagement is relaxed but ready for the worst, kind of confrontational without being confrontational, the moment I get in a conversation with someone though its cruise control, rewarding, relaxed, and I easily lead it in the directions I feel like and listen and find something to benefit in what almost everybody I talk to has to say.
I stopped doing any extra 'self development ' completely in the later stages and now I'm coming full circle and really enjoying implemented things I completely looked past before.
I really like some of the stuff I've been reading about... geodudes PSTEC...and tapping.
I'm very happy in my life without women, well happy is not the best word perhaps.
I'm very focused on work, starting my own side-hustles and passive income and enjoying my hobbies. Although during stage 6 I was dating one women exclusively.
We both agreed to date for only one month at which point she had to leave the country on business.
I made some strong boundaries up front about how much time we could spend together overall and during the weeks we were seeing eachother, and it worked out great.
While she was in Asia she told me if it would keep us together I could see other people she just didn't want to hear about it. She said she wasn't going to see anybody else and knowing how picky she is I don't doubt it, she has also proven nothing but super honest, but if she does see other people, as long as its safe, I could also give less shit.
When I read the list of what AM5 is supposed to do I would say it hits almost everything but approaching women, or maybe that's my preference on the set. Also rejection or perceived rejection can still fire me up, like who the fuck are they to be ignoring me, but I usually channel it quickly and assertively into something worthwhile. In my own words I would say:
AM 5
1. Masculine self image
2. Increased Drive, Focus, Motivation
3. Get and receive more respect
4. More attraction from woman and submissiveness and/or heated engagement good and 'bad'. The whole anger/passion thing
5. More relaxed, confident, able to confront and deal with confrontation
6. Thinking about my future, my vision and acting in the present on it, i.e. delayed gratification
7. More unattached to things in general, great sense of personal freedom and lack of inhibition
8. No need to fix or prove myself
9. Greater acceptance and enjoyment of challenges.
10. Just a way stronger sense of self, way more inner strength, more self acceptance, and belief in my ability to do anything.
there's other stuff I'll post if I remember and its worth it.
By the way I started this process called HMI Mental Bank, there's a youtube video on it. Its completely free and free to do.
Its really effective I started a week ago and already doubled my monthly income. Not saying that was all the process but it definitely added some rocket fuel.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
