04-13-2014, 01:26 PM
Hey can't find my last journal its been so long since I've posted.
Just a quick update. I'm halfway through stage 3 Alpha 5.0.
I've been running each stage for around 40 days. I have had almost zero resistance..except for the first day of stage 3.
Each stage has made my life significantly better.
stage one-I became more proactive..felt more whole...and more positive in general
stage 2-I started using my time very valuable--stopped taking shit...spoke my mind more...stood my ground...spent less time with anything distracting and more time learning, taking action towards actively improving myself and my life conditions. Less sense of background insecurity and anxiety in life but much more motivated. Started to see myself more as adult and the real responsibility that fully entails. This has helped ground my idealistic thinking more and more into reality. As in I am doing/ and or work towards things I've always wanted for my life.
Stage 3-First day was heavy depression-did not give a shit about anything--this gradually receded and was replaced by a un-reactive disposition. Loving spending time alone more and more...I've been very comfortable socializing in the last few years but this stage seems to make me more interested in socializing in ONLY a way I care about and has me comfortable directing the conversation much more strongly. My libido is also AMPING up-while at the same time my need for woman and/or sex is going down...interesting combination
so far this set is amazing...I might go right into Alpha 6 after this.
Just a quick update. I'm halfway through stage 3 Alpha 5.0.
I've been running each stage for around 40 days. I have had almost zero resistance..except for the first day of stage 3.
Each stage has made my life significantly better.
stage one-I became more proactive..felt more whole...and more positive in general
stage 2-I started using my time very valuable--stopped taking shit...spoke my mind more...stood my ground...spent less time with anything distracting and more time learning, taking action towards actively improving myself and my life conditions. Less sense of background insecurity and anxiety in life but much more motivated. Started to see myself more as adult and the real responsibility that fully entails. This has helped ground my idealistic thinking more and more into reality. As in I am doing/ and or work towards things I've always wanted for my life.
Stage 3-First day was heavy depression-did not give a shit about anything--this gradually receded and was replaced by a un-reactive disposition. Loving spending time alone more and more...I've been very comfortable socializing in the last few years but this stage seems to make me more interested in socializing in ONLY a way I care about and has me comfortable directing the conversation much more strongly. My libido is also AMPING up-while at the same time my need for woman and/or sex is going down...interesting combination
so far this set is amazing...I might go right into Alpha 6 after this.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.