07-19-2015, 09:22 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-19-2015, 09:51 AM by JackOfHearts.)
Actually my tinnitus is stabilized right now, it's still there but it's far from being irritating, it doesn't bother me anymore. Though I wouldn't be able to do 16h/day.
Hypnosis is not that easy to learn compared to sub which you don't have anything to do, I will certainly come back to it when I'm more self confident.
update: I feel so confident that I'm surprised when a girl doesn't want sex with me or a relationship or is at least interested. I don't even believe them when they say they don't like me or they behave in a disrespectful manner. Ex: ignoring me, being mean, insulting me, betraying me, cheating, using me, etc
I expect girls to be attracted, most of them if not all. Maybe I will be so confident that I would really behave like all girls are attracted to me without exception. I even search really deep when I meet a girl, I analyse every details about our interaction so I find cues that tell me she is attracted. Most of the time I find some stuff which prove me they are at least impressed or interested. Though keep in mind that while I analyse every detail about an interaction sometimes I don't care at all and most of the time I analyse my interaction later when I'm alone.
Bad Wolf is also really helping me in that area. Yesterday a friend of a friend paid me 2 drinks because he was looking for validation. It's even worse because to buy me the second drinks he didn't had any money so he had to ask his friend for it.
Hypnosis is not that easy to learn compared to sub which you don't have anything to do, I will certainly come back to it when I'm more self confident.
update: I feel so confident that I'm surprised when a girl doesn't want sex with me or a relationship or is at least interested. I don't even believe them when they say they don't like me or they behave in a disrespectful manner. Ex: ignoring me, being mean, insulting me, betraying me, cheating, using me, etc
I expect girls to be attracted, most of them if not all. Maybe I will be so confident that I would really behave like all girls are attracted to me without exception. I even search really deep when I meet a girl, I analyse every details about our interaction so I find cues that tell me she is attracted. Most of the time I find some stuff which prove me they are at least impressed or interested. Though keep in mind that while I analyse every detail about an interaction sometimes I don't care at all and most of the time I analyse my interaction later when I'm alone.
Bad Wolf is also really helping me in that area. Yesterday a friend of a friend paid me 2 drinks because he was looking for validation. It's even worse because to buy me the second drinks he didn't had any money so he had to ask his friend for it.
