01-10-2015, 10:24 AM
It's hard to really see what's the sub, and what's just a matter of circumstance (I just got back from a big trip and am in a very transitional time in my life). However I'm certain the sub has done something.
-I have become very concerned about getting every aspect of my life together.. career, physical strength, intellectual prowess, awareness of current events, clothing, grooming, money/bills etc., social... and less interested in women (for most of this week-- the desire for women of course came up sometimes, as is natural. but it hasn't consumed me).
-the way I am viewing myself (self-image) seems to be slowly changing towards alpha. I imagine the more i deal with the above things ^^^ that are coming into my mind to take care of, the more this self-image will really stabilize.
-I seem to have a lot of willpower for working out.. been taking cold showers just to test myself, trying to work very hard and develop an iron will... which may later be helpful also when I want to overcome some fears (approach women, w/e)
-people are saying to me much more "you're the man" etc. I am also much more down to hang with people (the right people) because I know I'll feel confident
-i am getting pissed at my parents sometimes (i don't live with them but was visiting them) very intensely when they're not really doing anything wrong
-I feel very free sometimes.. the mind is quiet as I'm not belaboring myself with self-negativity (this is when the resistance isn't' there..)when in this state I feel like i have so much energy to give to others, because It's not being wasted in self-consciousness
-i get very tired from the resistance sometimes
-and sometimes i question.. Is this working at all? -- at times when I feel like my "child" self. but it's only been a week so I wouldn't expect a full transformation at all times.. One positive is that even when I am acting "non-alpha" I am much more aware of it than in the past.
-did some affirmations as well for a day or two, that had an effect, but it can't be responsible for this amount of change. Also I could feel the affirmations were like 5x as effective because of the sub. The visualizations they conjured up were very natural and congruent feeling, like my subconscious had changed from the inside out. SO I might continue to do some affirmations but only as I feel needed.. just to get my visualizing the positive and pump me up.
Pretty good... Will report back
-I have become very concerned about getting every aspect of my life together.. career, physical strength, intellectual prowess, awareness of current events, clothing, grooming, money/bills etc., social... and less interested in women (for most of this week-- the desire for women of course came up sometimes, as is natural. but it hasn't consumed me).
-the way I am viewing myself (self-image) seems to be slowly changing towards alpha. I imagine the more i deal with the above things ^^^ that are coming into my mind to take care of, the more this self-image will really stabilize.
-I seem to have a lot of willpower for working out.. been taking cold showers just to test myself, trying to work very hard and develop an iron will... which may later be helpful also when I want to overcome some fears (approach women, w/e)
-people are saying to me much more "you're the man" etc. I am also much more down to hang with people (the right people) because I know I'll feel confident
-i am getting pissed at my parents sometimes (i don't live with them but was visiting them) very intensely when they're not really doing anything wrong
-I feel very free sometimes.. the mind is quiet as I'm not belaboring myself with self-negativity (this is when the resistance isn't' there..)when in this state I feel like i have so much energy to give to others, because It's not being wasted in self-consciousness
-i get very tired from the resistance sometimes
-and sometimes i question.. Is this working at all? -- at times when I feel like my "child" self. but it's only been a week so I wouldn't expect a full transformation at all times.. One positive is that even when I am acting "non-alpha" I am much more aware of it than in the past.
-did some affirmations as well for a day or two, that had an effect, but it can't be responsible for this amount of change. Also I could feel the affirmations were like 5x as effective because of the sub. The visualizations they conjured up were very natural and congruent feeling, like my subconscious had changed from the inside out. SO I might continue to do some affirmations but only as I feel needed.. just to get my visualizing the positive and pump me up.
Pretty good... Will report back
