09-25-2013, 10:25 AM
STAGE 3 DAY 26
Just droping by to say that last 10 days i have been having 10 dreams. Crazy right. They are mostly about girls and fighting - and last 2 days i have started to think (Not me actually my brain with random thoughts )
That i should be more open to relationships and find a girl to love . I have to admit that i know i am emotionally damaged because of to manny bad outcomes when it came to people in past - but now its like it is letting go. Somehow i feel like its time to drop playboy style of life :/
Feels like i am ready to enter relationship ... and love/be loved.
When i started i just wanted even more woman in my life... MORE MORE MORE ...even wanted to get sex magnet after, and now on 3rd month finishing i have feeling that i want just 1. Which 1? I have no idea but i am going to find her - with new job.
Just droping by to say that last 10 days i have been having 10 dreams. Crazy right. They are mostly about girls and fighting - and last 2 days i have started to think (Not me actually my brain with random thoughts )
That i should be more open to relationships and find a girl to love . I have to admit that i know i am emotionally damaged because of to manny bad outcomes when it came to people in past - but now its like it is letting go. Somehow i feel like its time to drop playboy style of life :/
Feels like i am ready to enter relationship ... and love/be loved.
When i started i just wanted even more woman in my life... MORE MORE MORE ...even wanted to get sex magnet after, and now on 3rd month finishing i have feeling that i want just 1. Which 1? I have no idea but i am going to find her - with new job.
