08-13-2013, 11:02 AM
Okay guys today is
stage 2 day 18 - but i made problem ( dont know how and listened Alpha male stage 1 for 2 days instead of stage 2)
So i have returned yesterday on stage 2 and listening 16h per day so i make up for lost time in last 2 days.
I am feeling very angry and depressed, everthing is getting on my nerves - today i broke sculpture which i have in my house because i threw it in wall - cause i am having problems. ( i dont remmaber doing something like this for like 8 years since i was much younger)
Like i am walking on spiky pointy floor would be the feeling that i have - angry on everything.
Still copping with diabetes, but my work is trough roof with quality. Started loosing a bit " being in moment" state - but i am aware of it so i am fixing it. Faceskin is clean like models, and my body fat is on 9.9% athletic lean look with abs.
I am improving in each aspect of my life ( always have ) but now like i have some invisible force which is guiding me and telling me where to go, instead of wondering around.
I completly quit on Aura of sexiness 6 days ago - only AM listening.
Also i feel energy blockages in my hands - like there is so much negative energy in them.
stopped a bit with qi gong dont have time - but i will continue soon.
was at night club after 3 weeks of not going anywhere - and when i entered girls were looking in my direction ( i dont remeamber this happening for long time - only when i was in good state ) - they wre checking me out.
lets continue this
continue improving and we will see
stage 2 day 18 - but i made problem ( dont know how and listened Alpha male stage 1 for 2 days instead of stage 2)
So i have returned yesterday on stage 2 and listening 16h per day so i make up for lost time in last 2 days.
I am feeling very angry and depressed, everthing is getting on my nerves - today i broke sculpture which i have in my house because i threw it in wall - cause i am having problems. ( i dont remmaber doing something like this for like 8 years since i was much younger)
Like i am walking on spiky pointy floor would be the feeling that i have - angry on everything.
Still copping with diabetes, but my work is trough roof with quality. Started loosing a bit " being in moment" state - but i am aware of it so i am fixing it. Faceskin is clean like models, and my body fat is on 9.9% athletic lean look with abs.
I am improving in each aspect of my life ( always have ) but now like i have some invisible force which is guiding me and telling me where to go, instead of wondering around.
I completly quit on Aura of sexiness 6 days ago - only AM listening.
Also i feel energy blockages in my hands - like there is so much negative energy in them.
stopped a bit with qi gong dont have time - but i will continue soon.
was at night club after 3 weeks of not going anywhere - and when i entered girls were looking in my direction ( i dont remeamber this happening for long time - only when i was in good state ) - they wre checking me out.
lets continue this
continue improving and we will see
