07-20-2013, 06:40 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-20-2013, 06:41 AM by somebodynew.)
@Shannon oh i didnt know that! 
I think its best than to wait a bit for aura of sexiness ?
Updates
Last night and today
some things i forgot to mention
- more positive
- more fearless ( been alwasy but now its crazy )
- Having new ideas
- tweaking some small details about my outer looks ( one of them is my skin on face - its not bad - but i want it to be perfect like it used to be )
- Working and working with ideas
- Starting to look for diffrent job position- keep ur fingers crossed hopefully i will leave this country
- Looking for new thrills
- Diabetes was always good regulated - but now testing some new stuff also
- having WARM - WARM feeling inside for woman - i dont reammebr having this ... NO...
So what happend ... Last night i posted something on instagram and ... belive it or not really famouse model liked my photo. I have no idea how she found it ... but when i saw it i WAS LIKE OMG. Its that little thing that makes you so happy
Today i woke up and saw my project posted on one very big portal saying that it is perfect - ( i had manny publication but this one happend effortles )
As for me ... i have ups and downs...
depression ... than happines for just BEING me
Next thing i am tackling is Panic attacks ( i have them really rarely now but they do happen ) - i mean i can live normal life - but i wanna completly eliminate them and you know that last BITS are always the hardest.
I think its best than to wait a bit for aura of sexiness ?Updates
Last night and today
some things i forgot to mention
- more positive
- more fearless ( been alwasy but now its crazy )
- Having new ideas
- tweaking some small details about my outer looks ( one of them is my skin on face - its not bad - but i want it to be perfect like it used to be )
- Working and working with ideas
- Starting to look for diffrent job position- keep ur fingers crossed hopefully i will leave this country
- Looking for new thrills
- Diabetes was always good regulated - but now testing some new stuff also
- having WARM - WARM feeling inside for woman - i dont reammebr having this ... NO...
So what happend ... Last night i posted something on instagram and ... belive it or not really famouse model liked my photo. I have no idea how she found it ... but when i saw it i WAS LIKE OMG. Its that little thing that makes you so happy
Today i woke up and saw my project posted on one very big portal saying that it is perfect - ( i had manny publication but this one happend effortles )
As for me ... i have ups and downs...
depression ... than happines for just BEING me
Next thing i am tackling is Panic attacks ( i have them really rarely now but they do happen ) - i mean i can live normal life - but i wanna completly eliminate them and you know that last BITS are always the hardest.
