07-15-2013, 03:44 PM
^ agree
GUYS i just entered my house from party! I LITERALLY RUN here to write this.
So what happend , my previouse life expiriences with woman/relationships were really bad - just picked the worst girls i met out there. ( not going to write my expriences - belive me when i say they are bad
)
When i was young i wasnt jelouse ... but after this relationships and them acting like... bi*ches i starter becoming ... and they would play with me. So around 21 i stopped... and that feeling just left me - slept with hb9 and hb9.5... and 4 years of no jelosy in me.
SO WHAT HAPPEND TODAY!
I was chatting with a girl ... hb8 ... and she liked me ... i saw that - i had really nice and funny conversation with a girl.. warm ...
But then some guy came and she was so bad into him ( obviously she knows him from before ) - in last 4 years if this happend i would just move away, or turn this in my favour .. NO JELOusy just CLEAR MIND - but what happend this time
My senses started tingling - from my legs to my arms to my head i felt urge to get this girl - and i was pumping out of my body JELOUSY ... i shooked my head and was "Wtf? What is going on ? Man this girl is not yours, you are not with her to even be jelouse a bit.... "
And my brain literally started flashing images of my ex girlfriends in front of my face, first 5 minutes i tried to control myself but then i said let it be ... So i am looking at girl and this guy being close, and at one moment by brain just tells my eyes to CRY.... - I WAS LIKE WTF IS GOING ON ?
So i leave ( it was already end so it was good ) and enter my car ... and my eyes start dropping tears .. i am having flashes of all girls being bi*ches to me ... after 10 minutes of drive i start laughing ... but really laughing
Was one crazy expirience... i am now normal like nothing happend but was turbulent can say.
GUYS i just entered my house from party! I LITERALLY RUN here to write this.
So what happend , my previouse life expiriences with woman/relationships were really bad - just picked the worst girls i met out there. ( not going to write my expriences - belive me when i say they are bad
)When i was young i wasnt jelouse ... but after this relationships and them acting like... bi*ches i starter becoming ... and they would play with me. So around 21 i stopped... and that feeling just left me - slept with hb9 and hb9.5... and 4 years of no jelosy in me.
SO WHAT HAPPEND TODAY!
I was chatting with a girl ... hb8 ... and she liked me ... i saw that - i had really nice and funny conversation with a girl.. warm ...
But then some guy came and she was so bad into him ( obviously she knows him from before ) - in last 4 years if this happend i would just move away, or turn this in my favour .. NO JELOusy just CLEAR MIND - but what happend this time
My senses started tingling - from my legs to my arms to my head i felt urge to get this girl - and i was pumping out of my body JELOUSY ... i shooked my head and was "Wtf? What is going on ? Man this girl is not yours, you are not with her to even be jelouse a bit.... "
And my brain literally started flashing images of my ex girlfriends in front of my face, first 5 minutes i tried to control myself but then i said let it be ... So i am looking at girl and this guy being close, and at one moment by brain just tells my eyes to CRY.... - I WAS LIKE WTF IS GOING ON ?
So i leave ( it was already end so it was good ) and enter my car ... and my eyes start dropping tears .. i am having flashes of all girls being bi*ches to me ... after 10 minutes of drive i start laughing ... but really laughing
Was one crazy expirience... i am now normal like nothing happend but was turbulent can say.
