07-07-2013, 07:42 AM
Believe it or not, you're doing wonderfully. To have that much responsiveness to AM that fast, yes, you're going to have a bit of a rough time at first. I don't say that AM is boot camp for nothing. All of us go through it to some degree. Generally the faster and more intensely it hits you, the more you needed AM.
Usually, depression is sublimated frustration and anger that needs to be expressed to go away. Anger is a natural response to being disrespected, and in finding your way to a state in which you are the AM style of alpha male, there is often a "jerk stage" in which you get sick of the shit and start making some very much needed changes. That's a good thing, because the negativity is being used as fuel for much needed change and growth, and will dissipate once you get things adjusted.
You shouldn't be using Aura of Sexiness with AM if this is your first time through, though. Just focus on AM. It'll make your journey much easier.
Congrats on what, by your initial reactions, I am sure will turn out to be a stunningly successful use of AM for you.
Usually, depression is sublimated frustration and anger that needs to be expressed to go away. Anger is a natural response to being disrespected, and in finding your way to a state in which you are the AM style of alpha male, there is often a "jerk stage" in which you get sick of the shit and start making some very much needed changes. That's a good thing, because the negativity is being used as fuel for much needed change and growth, and will dissipate once you get things adjusted.
You shouldn't be using Aura of Sexiness with AM if this is your first time through, though. Just focus on AM. It'll make your journey much easier.
Congrats on what, by your initial reactions, I am sure will turn out to be a stunningly successful use of AM for you.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
