02-05-2011, 02:14 AM
last night or rather this night was so bad for me.... im not sure if it was just me being really tired and not getting enough sleep the past few day or what but i seem to come across as a total a** hole no flirting involved and it seemed to get worst the further into the night i went. I just didn't want to tease the ladys at the bar or anywhere. It was like i was trapped in my head and feeling self conscious about everything. I think i went in expecting it to be like the last time i went out and i only made it worst. So much negativity. People could sense something was up with me and just avoided me all together.
well almost done with stage 4 and tomorrow will be great i can feel it
well almost done with stage 4 and tomorrow will be great i can feel it