01-08-2011, 11:17 PM
True i as well was a chronic thinker and worrier always wondering what if for every last thing. When i started alpha and the other subs i had used before it, helped ease that feeling and im almost always in a relaxed feeling state of mind now.
Anxiety is hardly a problem for me especially social anxiety i just say what i want and occasionally uses some tact if people don't like it i don't really care. Loads of improvement vs a few months ago when i had a major attack and felt like i was the target of everyone.
This just felt empty of what i thought i was, am or will ever be which only shows how much the subs have helped me. I feel detached of almost everything and have to start from scratch and build up a new me (not that its bad or anything) its more like I've grown up and the puzzle of my life is finally coming together. Maybe loss of my ego and i feel liberated?
Started stage 4 today can't wait for more progress
Anxiety is hardly a problem for me especially social anxiety i just say what i want and occasionally uses some tact if people don't like it i don't really care. Loads of improvement vs a few months ago when i had a major attack and felt like i was the target of everyone.
This just felt empty of what i thought i was, am or will ever be which only shows how much the subs have helped me. I feel detached of almost everything and have to start from scratch and build up a new me (not that its bad or anything) its more like I've grown up and the puzzle of my life is finally coming together. Maybe loss of my ego and i feel liberated?
Started stage 4 today can't wait for more progress
