11-30-2010, 10:40 PM
can't describe the state im in at the moment...maybe aggressive and trying to hold my tongue on stuff... I woke up with another list of people i know and them taking advantage of me running through my head. With me being very angry. this of course brought up some deep resistance and negativity the strongest yet for me on alpha. I honestly wanted to quit my job and tell my current friends to F off and start fresh. Then i received a raise today lol 
Anyways I start stage 3 on Saturday and can't wait. I def feel stronger as a whole then when i first started my journey to being a better person. I don't feel as nervous talking to people anymore and i get checked out all the time.
Anyways I start stage 3 on Saturday and can't wait. I def feel stronger as a whole then when i first started my journey to being a better person. I don't feel as nervous talking to people anymore and i get checked out all the time.
