My LTU journal

[Zyv]

A month has passed since I began this journey listening LTU. I had to interrupt LTU during the week I was sick and had to listen to MIR. In these weeks many things have happened. This is my balance:

Pros
- I'm more conscious about myself and my enviroment.
- I have a lover and some other girls are chasing me.
- I have a job.
- I'm more responsible.
- I can sense to the other people, how they feel, how they are. It's like I'm more empathic.
- I'm moving away from harmful, negative and crazy people.
- I'm more bold and I don't regret my decisions.
- My self esteem has grown.
- Many people have told me that they see me different, for better.

Cons
- It's like my inner demons are emerging and sometimes (like now) I feel very depressed or very shy or very angry.
- I have to confess that I have OCD, and sometimes this condition of mine becomes unbearable.
- I have not been able to release the stress and my body is getting sick continuously.
- Everyday, I finish the day very exhausted.
- My family and my therapist have told me that my demons are bigger than before.

I think that I'm in a breaking point, in which if I give up I lost the game, and if I Keep going I can achieve bigger success. LTU is doing a good job with my mind. It's still a chaos over there in my head and there's a lot of work to do. But in these weeks my life has been changing progressively for better.

As a curious fact, after some months of listening these subliminals, I'm used to sleep with the trickling stream sound, so now I can't sleep well without listening to it.

[Geodude]

I had about 3 weeks of severe anxiety & resistance while doing LTU. It will pass and you'll feel reborn.

[Zyv]

I had about 3 weeks of severe anxiety & resistance while doing LTU. It will pass and you'll feel reborn.

Thanks Geodude. Maybe I'm going through the same just in these days. I hope I can overcome this situation soon.

I got enough money to buy the first 2 stages of AM6. I'm going to wait some weeks more, maybe in that time I save the required money to buy all the kit, if don't I'll have to buy the 2 stage kits' every two months. And this possibility to afford for buying AM6 is just consequence of LTU.

[Zyv]

The post I wrote on February 19 was the last post I'll write in this journal. Since that day I stopped listening LTU.

Why?
Because now, I'm listening AM6. (Yes, I couldn't resist the allure of AM6)

But I'm thankful with LTU, because with LTU I got a job, I'm more responsible with my money, I met a lover and there are some other girls chasing me. And with those changes in my life it was possible to save the required money to buy AM6 (stage 1 & 2), and soon I'll have enough money to buy the next two stages.

Maybe I'll return to LTU, after finishing AM6 and if required.

I know there's still a lot of sh*t in my mind, but it's less than before. I hope with AM6, the changes will continue to manifest. But that, is another story.

See you in my AM6 journal.