Alpha Male problems

[Shannon]

I think now that I had time to reflect there is miner changes. I seem to be better tempered than I was and less I cant do this. I am looking to the future more now. Just upped my over time to save a deposit for a mortgage. Some thing I need to do as I am 28 and still living with my parents.

That as kind of made my thinking change as I'm not very motivated to work so was going to start "ultra motivation" sub and maybe "ultra successes". That made me make the first post seeing if some one would say no its not working stop now lol then start them.

Shannon. I think I know what the problem is. I was all ready a very negative thinker to start with and very unmotivated to make any changes. Plus was all ready depressed. So the push from the sub made me even more depressed. I thought I could just play a sub and all will be fixed. How wrong I am ;-)

Ryan. Yeah Ultrasonic all the way. I cant be listening to the other tracks as they would drive me mad lol my speakers have semi died as there was a crackly voice but lowering volume seem to combat it. I can still hear the mosquito well lol so I think its still loud enough.

RainbowAbyss. People do get depressed for no reason all the time. My mum has being on antidepressants for years now and she has sod all to be depressed about.

What you're describing sounds like a situation in which you feel hopeless for making the changes you need to make. It's probably based in fear of leaving home, and this fear has probably held you in place all your life in some sense concerning living at home. The depression is probably coming out as the response to feeling deadlocked... fear holding you in place, but time keeps on ticking, and as you age the pressure to move grows, as does your own need for it. This deadlock has only intensified because the sub is pushing you to face your fears, resulting in more depression.

I don't remember which stage of AM you're on, but if you're done with stage 3, you can add in Remove Negativity Within and see if that helps... otherwise, keep going until you're ready to start stage 4 and then add it in. And make a conscious effort to face your fears, too.