10-17-2014, 07:16 PM
Phase Four:
This was a very fun phase for me, a sort of sensual awakening. I don't know if I felt more attractive and so I noticed men noticing me, or if they'd been noticing me all along and I just wasn't paying attention.
All of a sudden, I started getting better service from male waiters and store personnel, its like they couldn't wait to help me. And, at this point, I hadn't even changed anything in my style of dress, so I don't know what pheromone I was oozing, but it seemed to say I am woman, please flirt. It was kind of fun.
I'd always wanted to have a more feminine wardrobe and feel more feminine in general. My friends and loved ones tell me I'm crazy that I'm very feminine and cannot be mistaken for a guy, but it goes back to being 4 on the playground, a tomboy with a pixie haircut (Thanks Mom!) and absolutely in love with Spiderman - hence the Spiderman shirts, jeans and shoes. I remember kids asking me if I was a boy - ALOT. I guess my subconscious made a decision that I just wasn't feminine and I never got over it, even though its very obvious that I'm a woman now.
Over phase 4 I started collecting new wardrobe pieces that were more feminine and colorful instead of my normal jeans and a neutral colored blouse - typical wear at my casual work place. I started to feel more feminine, walk with more ease.
I started getting asked out. And, had the confidence to say - YES.
I
ILM
ASH826
This was a very fun phase for me, a sort of sensual awakening. I don't know if I felt more attractive and so I noticed men noticing me, or if they'd been noticing me all along and I just wasn't paying attention.
All of a sudden, I started getting better service from male waiters and store personnel, its like they couldn't wait to help me. And, at this point, I hadn't even changed anything in my style of dress, so I don't know what pheromone I was oozing, but it seemed to say I am woman, please flirt. It was kind of fun.
I'd always wanted to have a more feminine wardrobe and feel more feminine in general. My friends and loved ones tell me I'm crazy that I'm very feminine and cannot be mistaken for a guy, but it goes back to being 4 on the playground, a tomboy with a pixie haircut (Thanks Mom!) and absolutely in love with Spiderman - hence the Spiderman shirts, jeans and shoes. I remember kids asking me if I was a boy - ALOT. I guess my subconscious made a decision that I just wasn't feminine and I never got over it, even though its very obvious that I'm a woman now.
Over phase 4 I started collecting new wardrobe pieces that were more feminine and colorful instead of my normal jeans and a neutral colored blouse - typical wear at my casual work place. I started to feel more feminine, walk with more ease.
I started getting asked out. And, had the confidence to say - YES.
I
ILMASH826
