09-27-2014, 02:28 PM
I hemmed and hawed over purchasing Alpha Female for about a month after I found Indigo Mind Labs. It seemed so pricey - it was certainly more than I had ever spent on a subliminal before, so I decided that I was going to buy some of the less expensive ones to work on my confidence and self worth etc… When I realized that I just spent the same amount as the first phase of Alpha Female, I had a V8 moment and just bought phase one. If it didn't work, then it wasn't really that much of an investment of time and money - right?
I have to say that my biggest fear is that it wouldn't work. I've been through therapy, I've gone through belief transformation programs, read countless self help books and of course other subliminal recordings. And, yes all of those things helped temporarily. I would feel good while I was saying affirmations, but the feelings of unworthiness always reared their huge ugly heads again. Like the blob, eating all my brain matter until I was left this jelly-fish of a person who was afraid of her own shadow and looking for the next treatment that would make me feel whole and right with the world.
Phase one: The first two weeks had the most impact on me. I had strange dreams… I mean STRANGE dreams. They would make sense to me in the moment, but explaining them was another matter altogether. But I noticed that each day I would wake up and feel a little more at peace with someone or something.
There was a particular family member that I've always had a difficult relationship with, simply because we have different perceptions about the world and speak two different English languages… if you know what I mean. All the grudges that I was holding onto seemed to just dissipate and it was a soft letting go, there was nothing scary about it. I didn't have nightmares, didn't have anxiety and I didn't have much resistance to letting go and releasing a bunch of gunk. By the end of the 32 days of phase one the weird dreams were getting less weird and I was feeling lighter, like there weren't all these heavy bricks on my shoulders. Those close to me noticed that I seemed easier with myself, not so critical.
The last few days of the phase (and all the other phases too) I would feel restless to move on to the next, like somehow my brain was done with whatever goal was in that script.
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Indigo Mind Labs and Alpha Female!!!!
On day 29, I bought phase 2 - I was excited to see where that would take me and on the next post, I'll let you in on that information too.
I have to say that my biggest fear is that it wouldn't work. I've been through therapy, I've gone through belief transformation programs, read countless self help books and of course other subliminal recordings. And, yes all of those things helped temporarily. I would feel good while I was saying affirmations, but the feelings of unworthiness always reared their huge ugly heads again. Like the blob, eating all my brain matter until I was left this jelly-fish of a person who was afraid of her own shadow and looking for the next treatment that would make me feel whole and right with the world.
Phase one: The first two weeks had the most impact on me. I had strange dreams… I mean STRANGE dreams. They would make sense to me in the moment, but explaining them was another matter altogether. But I noticed that each day I would wake up and feel a little more at peace with someone or something.
There was a particular family member that I've always had a difficult relationship with, simply because we have different perceptions about the world and speak two different English languages… if you know what I mean. All the grudges that I was holding onto seemed to just dissipate and it was a soft letting go, there was nothing scary about it. I didn't have nightmares, didn't have anxiety and I didn't have much resistance to letting go and releasing a bunch of gunk. By the end of the 32 days of phase one the weird dreams were getting less weird and I was feeling lighter, like there weren't all these heavy bricks on my shoulders. Those close to me noticed that I seemed easier with myself, not so critical.
The last few days of the phase (and all the other phases too) I would feel restless to move on to the next, like somehow my brain was done with whatever goal was in that script.
I
Indigo Mind Labs and Alpha Female!!!!On day 29, I bought phase 2 - I was excited to see where that would take me and on the next post, I'll let you in on that information too.
