08-27-2013, 05:16 PM
I think I've made some progress today. Noticed some energy shifts within my body. I'm beginning to reconnect with my deeper intuition and self. I'm reassessing a lot of what I thought I had to do or should do.
Getting the urge to grow out my hair longer. As ridiculous as it might sound I feel like longer hair is a better reflection of who I am. I've been cutting it short lately, but something always felt off about it. I don't know, just a disconnect. When I think of growing out my hair again I feel like it matches up inside. I think the only thing that makes me think it's a bad idea is because I won't look "professional" or that it's immature. It could be a lot of fond memories are tied to longer hair and a certain state. But honestly it feels right, so I might as well go for it.
On that note, I've always felt pressure to be someone else other than myself. I'm sure a lot of people go through that. But I'm coming back to a place of authenticity. I just have to do what feels right for me, regardless of what others tend to think. Somewhere along the line I really lost my way. I guess the fear was strong and I felt like I needed to play it safe. Life is just too short to care so much. I'll keep improving myself, but I won't lose sight of who I really am again.
Getting the urge to grow out my hair longer. As ridiculous as it might sound I feel like longer hair is a better reflection of who I am. I've been cutting it short lately, but something always felt off about it. I don't know, just a disconnect. When I think of growing out my hair again I feel like it matches up inside. I think the only thing that makes me think it's a bad idea is because I won't look "professional" or that it's immature. It could be a lot of fond memories are tied to longer hair and a certain state. But honestly it feels right, so I might as well go for it.
On that note, I've always felt pressure to be someone else other than myself. I'm sure a lot of people go through that. But I'm coming back to a place of authenticity. I just have to do what feels right for me, regardless of what others tend to think. Somewhere along the line I really lost my way. I guess the fear was strong and I felt like I needed to play it safe. Life is just too short to care so much. I'll keep improving myself, but I won't lose sight of who I really am again.
