07-28-2013, 01:10 PM
(07-28-2013, 10:33 AM)mat422 Wrote: Haha, I think I played that game. Technology has come a long way.
It's hard to tell sometimes. Especially when I feel like everything is going against the grain. But I decided to push myself more when it comes to music. It's a skill like anything else, I have to practice and I'm inevitably going to have some bad times. I've definitely got procrastination issues, I feel like I'm always dreading the days when my upsets knock me back into depression. So even though the successful things make me feel good, the negative always tends to weigh heavy on my mind.
Totally agree. It's like next to impossible to be mostly positive it seems. I'm noticing I've got huge guilt shame and fear issues that I just want gone. I can't imagine life on the good side of things. I definitely feel like I'm fighting an uphill battle and the easiest thing to do is just let go and slip.
But all we can do is dominate our minds and experiences with what we know will bring us into a better light. For you, that seems to be music, so make sure you spend a lot of your free time on it. I imagine you'll see some improvements in no time.
How long did you spend making music before all this?
