10-01-2019, 11:12 AM
Seems like the sniper is hitting some ladies. Also, seems that there could be a long play being set up with a girl that is 19 and I'm 32. It never ceases to amaze me that if you're attractive enough age doesn't matter.
Also, I have a bit of a philosophical observation to make that may seem obvious. Its seems that post puberty attraction is based mostly, if not entirely on sexuality. I grew up an a sexually sterile environment with parents that didn't talk about sex much, or have it that much for that matter. So sex and sexuality was rather taboo in my house. As a child and person that generally led me to one or two conclusions. The white knight route and the route that made me ashamed of my sexuality. As such I didn't project my sexuality and attempted to masturbate to release any built up sexuality. This has many odd consequences because as I began to connect the dots I began to realise that my sexuality/masculine presence was almost nonexistent. Nice guys finish last while the douchebags get all the hotties. Being as good looking as I am I never made it on to any of the radar of the ladies I was interested in. This killed my self confidence and sense of being a man. With the realization that my sexual energy can stay just that, energy and doesn't need to be released or shamed. It can just emanate out of me in my aura. This has made me realize that the non physical aspect of attraction is just as, if not more important than looks alone. If someone's energy/personality is unattractive then it is a major killer to overall score. I can personally say that the ditzy girl is least attractive to me. A good personality and mind are attractive as well.
I've decided to let my sexuality out and not be ashamed. I think that sexuality is so core to what humans are that it makes sense that it would mean so much to the concept of attraction.
Side note for Shannon. Other versions of DMSI have done it as well but this version of DMSI is a little nicer on my prostate. My family has a history of enlarged prostates and other versions were pretty hard on it. Also if anyone has tried anything that works for an enlarged prostate let me know. I have the internet so I have researched this on my own so I dont need suggestions but actual things that work.
Also, I have a bit of a philosophical observation to make that may seem obvious. Its seems that post puberty attraction is based mostly, if not entirely on sexuality. I grew up an a sexually sterile environment with parents that didn't talk about sex much, or have it that much for that matter. So sex and sexuality was rather taboo in my house. As a child and person that generally led me to one or two conclusions. The white knight route and the route that made me ashamed of my sexuality. As such I didn't project my sexuality and attempted to masturbate to release any built up sexuality. This has many odd consequences because as I began to connect the dots I began to realise that my sexuality/masculine presence was almost nonexistent. Nice guys finish last while the douchebags get all the hotties. Being as good looking as I am I never made it on to any of the radar of the ladies I was interested in. This killed my self confidence and sense of being a man. With the realization that my sexual energy can stay just that, energy and doesn't need to be released or shamed. It can just emanate out of me in my aura. This has made me realize that the non physical aspect of attraction is just as, if not more important than looks alone. If someone's energy/personality is unattractive then it is a major killer to overall score. I can personally say that the ditzy girl is least attractive to me. A good personality and mind are attractive as well.
I've decided to let my sexuality out and not be ashamed. I think that sexuality is so core to what humans are that it makes sense that it would mean so much to the concept of attraction.
Side note for Shannon. Other versions of DMSI have done it as well but this version of DMSI is a little nicer on my prostate. My family has a history of enlarged prostates and other versions were pretty hard on it. Also if anyone has tried anything that works for an enlarged prostate let me know. I have the internet so I have researched this on my own so I dont need suggestions but actual things that work.
