All the women around me seem dehydrated- DMSI

[Chris P. Bacon]

Lots of irritation bordering on anger, interesting.

Tell me more about this.  What's it coming from, what's it aimed at?

After giving it some thought at work I've settled on the concept that this anger is from the experience that in my life the women I have been attracted to are either taken already, not interested or don't display their interest to the point I become aware of it. This has been a long standing issue for me and it has been very painful. 

As a decent looking guy you'd think I'd have dated many times, but the amount of girlfriends I have had is less than 5. This has produced a very negative belief in my that I knew was there, I just didn't think really care that much about it. In fact, on the previous DMSI versions women that I'm not attracted to would throw themselves at me but I passed because I'm not interested and I wouldn't want to play around with them for the sake of my own pleasure. For me, that would leave a bitter taste in my mouth. The only woman that the sniper fired on was, not surprisingly, in a relationship. Just thinking about this paradigm in my life is causing me pain as I write. 

Today I felt mildly bitter toward women and that is unusual, but when I look at them I feel disdain. This just brings up the fact that the subconscious has its own experience of life and it can run counter to your conscious mind.

Anyways, that's to the best of my abilities the reason why I've been irritable all day.