07-19-2017, 02:16 PM
Another week passed. Dreams just dont stop but they are not bad anymore, and last couple of nights they involved girls I know, mostly from the office. I work in a huge company that has 5-6 buildings in my country, so my building alone has over 1000 people working there. So yeah I see a lot of girls every day lol
Anyway, and speaking of work... I was assigned to a new small project and got a reward for it. And I also stepped up and talked with my boss about a promotion. It's not the first time we talked about it, but this time she told me she saw I was ready. It's not her call but she will speak in my behalf, so we will see what happens next.
I still continue to notice that people are overall nicer to me, although I don't notice any improvements with girls yet.
And as for the healing part, which is what I want the most right now, I'm noticing I'm extra sensitive sometimes. Like the other day I had to scold my little nephew... he cried and I felt like shit afterwards, almost like wanting to cry myself. Sometimes I'm just normal, and then other times like that example above its like an emotional rollercoaster. Hope I'm not turning into a girl here
Anyway, and speaking of work... I was assigned to a new small project and got a reward for it. And I also stepped up and talked with my boss about a promotion. It's not the first time we talked about it, but this time she told me she saw I was ready. It's not her call but she will speak in my behalf, so we will see what happens next.
I still continue to notice that people are overall nicer to me, although I don't notice any improvements with girls yet.
And as for the healing part, which is what I want the most right now, I'm noticing I'm extra sensitive sometimes. Like the other day I had to scold my little nephew... he cried and I felt like shit afterwards, almost like wanting to cry myself. Sometimes I'm just normal, and then other times like that example above its like an emotional rollercoaster. Hope I'm not turning into a girl here
