04-03-2012, 12:57 AM
after coming out of the gym at around 12 pm
my friend invited me to some new club his girlfriend was hosting out.
I went and after some lame ass 'gansta' dude threatened to shoot the place
up cause they wouldn't let him in-my friends girlfriend came up and took me in.
I introduced myself to the girlfriend of my friends old girlfriend and she seemed all into me.
I socialized a bit..but kept coming back to her because she was super funny, engaging, and smoking hot 5'11 blonde stripper. My heart actually kind of sunk when I learned that because by now I know that usually means somethings a little off..but we had a great talk with lots of physical touching, but the kissing just didn't seem like the right thing to do. She was actually pretty shy and reserved. I was pretty tired but noticed that she got really into it when I just got really sexual and physical with her with complete disregard lol. Like we joked about her boobs being fake, which they weren't, and I just started grabbing them and karate chopping them (lightly), like 'yup definitely fake'.
Our mutual friend got really drunk and kind of ruined everything but I walked them both to a cab, and when we hugged I gave her a smack on the lips, bad timing but I wanted to do it so whatever.
Honestly-either its the set or something off with my juju..cause I seem to attract the wrong kind of woman..either there super hot but less confident..or super cool and attractive but not really my type. Also maybe its resistance but it seems the more openly confident I am sexually the more woman seem to shut down out of intimidation. Its like I have to keep this SM power on the reins. I'll see woman staring at me for like forever and when I make eye contact they shy away so quickly and look really indifferent. We'll see what happens when I shave my beard.
my friend invited me to some new club his girlfriend was hosting out.
I went and after some lame ass 'gansta' dude threatened to shoot the place
up cause they wouldn't let him in-my friends girlfriend came up and took me in.
I introduced myself to the girlfriend of my friends old girlfriend and she seemed all into me.
I socialized a bit..but kept coming back to her because she was super funny, engaging, and smoking hot 5'11 blonde stripper. My heart actually kind of sunk when I learned that because by now I know that usually means somethings a little off..but we had a great talk with lots of physical touching, but the kissing just didn't seem like the right thing to do. She was actually pretty shy and reserved. I was pretty tired but noticed that she got really into it when I just got really sexual and physical with her with complete disregard lol. Like we joked about her boobs being fake, which they weren't, and I just started grabbing them and karate chopping them (lightly), like 'yup definitely fake'.
Our mutual friend got really drunk and kind of ruined everything but I walked them both to a cab, and when we hugged I gave her a smack on the lips, bad timing but I wanted to do it so whatever.
Honestly-either its the set or something off with my juju..cause I seem to attract the wrong kind of woman..either there super hot but less confident..or super cool and attractive but not really my type. Also maybe its resistance but it seems the more openly confident I am sexually the more woman seem to shut down out of intimidation. Its like I have to keep this SM power on the reins. I'll see woman staring at me for like forever and when I make eye contact they shy away so quickly and look really indifferent. We'll see what happens when I shave my beard.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
