03-05-2012, 09:57 AM
Feeling really down the last couple of days.
I seem to have had/have a minor cold and am walking up feeling not just physically but emotionally
awful as well. Things seem to be recovering so we'll see.
The set is getting very weird in general. What is most obviously the manifestation aspect is happening more and more as of late but I seem to be attracting people I am not really interested in-. What I mean by obviously manifestation is that these woman either follow me, approach me-OBVIOUSLY-while talking to me and/or ask me to go places with them and/or downright asking propositioning for sex. The last two woman who did this I wasn't particularly interested in.
Although another thing that seemed like a manifestation the was pretty cool was when I was at this house music concert at a club in NYC I turned around and bumped into one of the 'hottest' woman I have seen, in a while-without thinking we both just kind of start dancing and making out-with some minor but surprisingly interesting talking in between.
Literally third week into stage 4 my standards for who I was willing to sleep with just shot through the roof over night.
I seem to have had/have a minor cold and am walking up feeling not just physically but emotionally
awful as well. Things seem to be recovering so we'll see.
The set is getting very weird in general. What is most obviously the manifestation aspect is happening more and more as of late but I seem to be attracting people I am not really interested in-. What I mean by obviously manifestation is that these woman either follow me, approach me-OBVIOUSLY-while talking to me and/or ask me to go places with them and/or downright asking propositioning for sex. The last two woman who did this I wasn't particularly interested in.
Although another thing that seemed like a manifestation the was pretty cool was when I was at this house music concert at a club in NYC I turned around and bumped into one of the 'hottest' woman I have seen, in a while-without thinking we both just kind of start dancing and making out-with some minor but surprisingly interesting talking in between.
Literally third week into stage 4 my standards for who I was willing to sleep with just shot through the roof over night.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.