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[Spiral]

I just posted up in my journal about how I've been feeling over the past few days.

Mind you, my parents have been in town so it's been relaxing but my Mom can be stressful for me these days so this may have hindered my judgement in the post.

But things are just looking up and unlike Masterchief I am in no way dissatisfied with my results. A long time ago I realized these changes could take years for the beliefs to be solid in my brain and having the life I know I deserve. Just like everything else it takes time and energy.

I will also add that I was having alot of confused feelings in stage 1 and 2 and now I believe it was related to motivation and taking charge of my life. Like seizing the day if you will. I can relate to what I've been feeling throughout stage 6 like seek the challenge but not on steroids. I may run seek the challenge with a stage or two while on Alpha 2011. I do need to check if they will work together first.