01-04-2012, 02:15 AM
stage 3 changes
I feel amazing-like all the time
its like a drift between productive and in flow and ridiculously satiated, visualizing awesome things to come or being grateful in the moment
all the while I feel way more present, mentally and physically, my body just is coursing
with blissful energy (sexual)-when I am not like this I just feel clear and and like I have an unbreakable image of myself as this cool guy.
I feel the opposite of emotionally needy and I am becoming both more genuine in my interacting with woman for the sake of the in the moment dance, as well as my drive and being upfront about my intentions and desires.
As I side note I feel like my wit is exploding on steroids. I feel like the neo of social interactions, especially if I have any familiarity with the situation, everything moves in slow motion and I'm totally there yet able to read the whole thing effortlessly and my intentions just ripple out and effect as desired-a good enough amount of the time anyway.
only downsides have been lack of motivation to go to the gym besides I think I'm so sexy even though I am probably in the worst shape of my adult life now.
I feel amazing-like all the time
its like a drift between productive and in flow and ridiculously satiated, visualizing awesome things to come or being grateful in the moment
all the while I feel way more present, mentally and physically, my body just is coursing
with blissful energy (sexual)-when I am not like this I just feel clear and and like I have an unbreakable image of myself as this cool guy.
I feel the opposite of emotionally needy and I am becoming both more genuine in my interacting with woman for the sake of the in the moment dance, as well as my drive and being upfront about my intentions and desires.
As I side note I feel like my wit is exploding on steroids. I feel like the neo of social interactions, especially if I have any familiarity with the situation, everything moves in slow motion and I'm totally there yet able to read the whole thing effortlessly and my intentions just ripple out and effect as desired-a good enough amount of the time anyway.
only downsides have been lack of motivation to go to the gym besides I think I'm so sexy even though I am probably in the worst shape of my adult life now.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
