12-31-2011, 02:32 AM
yeah I guess I did get what I ask for-more so now that I switched stages
first day on stage 3-amazing!
stage 3 is a world of difference
everything seems to be coming together and my anger/resentment at woman is falling away , as is neediness-it feels like OF COURSE I know how to be with any woman I just have to follow my gut and not push so hard-and not worrying about 'losing' them helps alot-and that's one of the biggest difference I felt today-a fearless push to making things happen with no concern about f-ing it up or losing it.
I went bouldering/rock climbing today (indoors) and a got into an awesome convo, got ackward at times, with a super sexy yoga teacher-I said we should exchange emails and she seemed really into it-we split up to do our different routes and just when I was leaving and couldn't find her she shows up by the lockers-we exchange emails and tells me to email her-don't really know how to work the email-Ryan suggestions?
later that night-I went to the bar with my friend and brother and ask the girl sitting there to move down so me and my friends can sit together
she keeps trying to chat me up-she was really pretty and sexy but a bit thick
she was really pursuing so when I left I just asked her if she wanted to come with me to the next bar-she said yes and talked to her friend-her friend went home and I went with her to a bar/club she didn't like it but bought me a drink and afterwords we went home and had sex-it was literally effortless
so far every day on a the first day of a SM stage has been a one night stand
the most annoying part was-while I was with this girl-woman really-she is 31, every bombshell in the place was flocking/hovering around me but I had made a commitment lol I was getting really weary of the stuff on stage 2-its amazing how 10 hours of a new stage changes everything
this is becoming more of what I was looking for Shannon
although next its going to be my EXACT type lol
I put the girl in a cab-told her she couldn't stay over cause my mom would come in..in the morning
and texted her to get home safe-
she responds with
"thanks for a random fun night" lol
pretty crazy stuff can't wait to see where its going
by the way-a romance magnet-would be pretty awesome-attracting multiple perfect girlfriends/romantic relationships-haha I def. need to get some other sh===t handled first
Shannon, u drive us to the depths of our deepest issues and then spoil us silly
first day on stage 3-amazing!
stage 3 is a world of difference
everything seems to be coming together and my anger/resentment at woman is falling away , as is neediness-it feels like OF COURSE I know how to be with any woman I just have to follow my gut and not push so hard-and not worrying about 'losing' them helps alot-and that's one of the biggest difference I felt today-a fearless push to making things happen with no concern about f-ing it up or losing it.
I went bouldering/rock climbing today (indoors) and a got into an awesome convo, got ackward at times, with a super sexy yoga teacher-I said we should exchange emails and she seemed really into it-we split up to do our different routes and just when I was leaving and couldn't find her she shows up by the lockers-we exchange emails and tells me to email her-don't really know how to work the email-Ryan suggestions?
later that night-I went to the bar with my friend and brother and ask the girl sitting there to move down so me and my friends can sit together
she keeps trying to chat me up-she was really pretty and sexy but a bit thick
she was really pursuing so when I left I just asked her if she wanted to come with me to the next bar-she said yes and talked to her friend-her friend went home and I went with her to a bar/club she didn't like it but bought me a drink and afterwords we went home and had sex-it was literally effortless
so far every day on a the first day of a SM stage has been a one night stand
the most annoying part was-while I was with this girl-woman really-she is 31, every bombshell in the place was flocking/hovering around me but I had made a commitment lol I was getting really weary of the stuff on stage 2-its amazing how 10 hours of a new stage changes everything
this is becoming more of what I was looking for Shannon
although next its going to be my EXACT type lolI put the girl in a cab-told her she couldn't stay over cause my mom would come in..in the morning
and texted her to get home safe-
she responds with
"thanks for a random fun night" lol
pretty crazy stuff can't wait to see where its going
by the way-a romance magnet-would be pretty awesome-attracting multiple perfect girlfriends/romantic relationships-haha I def. need to get some other sh===t handled first
Shannon, u drive us to the depths of our deepest issues and then spoil us silly
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
