10-30-2011, 11:02 PM
(10-30-2011, 10:46 PM)Shannon Wrote:(10-30-2011, 10:34 PM)RainbowAbyss Wrote: This is weird, I feel very different when by myself, but when hanging out with long time friends this stuff comes up.
I'm feeling very fed up with woman, feeling like their really stupid and annoying, and have a subtle anger, jealousy, and awkwardness/anxiety, I can feel how much I 'want' things from them, feeling shame about my own sexuality and desire to be with woman, and at the same time I just want them in my life so badly, this set is truly weird. Its like the flavor of everything is changing and I suppose the ease with which I relate, but feeling no real fundamental progress or real internal shifts. Maybe I'm expecting to much out of stage 1, stage 1 of woman magnet was incredible-I felt like I was in a different reality, this is nothing like that. I'm also feeling very vulnerable like people are being attracted to take advantage of me. I'm also sick as hell of every time I talk to a new woman all my friends around me either try to take to her as well or try to get eye contact, even my friend who is with his girlfriend always tries to make quick 'sexy' eye contact or throw in witty jokes with woman I'm talking to, its freaking ridiculous, anyway I find myself noticing and monitoring all this stuff and micro managing it and getting really pissed about this or that. This stage is either turning/or bring our the real neurotic- ism in me. Feelings of wanting to cry randomly all coming up.
I wanted to do this set to have a much more proactive sex life, and feel like I have the woman thing handled and I am hoping that is what I'll get out of this set by the end.
The Sex Magnet program is designed to do many things, and what it's doing here is revealing your current challenges to you and forcing you to deal with them, much like AM does, but in a different direction. Woman Magnet is a much lighter program, does not force you to deal with anything, but instead seeks to get you to disconnect from neediness and become more fun, relaxed and playful.
There are a lot of things that must be considered in clearing a person of their sexual challenges before they can become a sex magnet, and some people will have more to deal with in this direction than others. My advice is to try to use your frustration in positive ways to achieve the goals of SM.
Things will have changed in many ways, many times, by the end of the program.
yeah I guess I kind of expected a more fun set in which woman jumped on my penis, oh well. As always your words are assuring and comforting, thank you. Yeah I probably have a lot to deal with in this area. I just remember feeling able to relate to woman so well on woman magnet, even my brother commented on how it seemed I really had 'IT' when I was doing it but I'm sure that will come again-times 100X
What do you mean by use my frustration in positive ways to achieve the goals of SM. Like proactively meet and push the envelope with more woman?
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
