10-17-2011, 03:14 PM
I def. feel something "getting going", that's for sure, did 5 hours of the set last night and only slept 20 minutes, but had an awesome day. Its weird but I feel so withdrawn and so novel seeking at the same time. Also I feel this feeling inside me growing, that just makes me feel so secure when it comes to woman in general. This set feels like its making my self image and self esteem boost through the roof to the point where my other attention is liberated towards goals and enjoyment of the moment. I'm having glimpses of just feeling like I have 'it' the whole world is moving in slow motion (could be like of sleep)and am like the source/conduit of this thick blissfull presence that permeates everything, or feels like it is everything, and I just feel badaXX really enjoying women, there is some really sexy eye contact thing that happened to me a couple times a day, where it feels really vulnerable but with alot of 'edge'. I feel the subs really start showing their colors without resistance when I am sleep deprived and or have a little alcohol in me. The school I was teaching at today cancelled class so I went to play b-ball with the local 'hood' kids. I felt so comfortable the whole time, was making friends with them, and even my game flowed in a way it doesn't usually. There were all 'smoking' bubble gum cigarettes and trying to look cool which I thought was really funny because they definitively looked like those fake cigarettes people smoke pot out of...but yeah candies better than the 4000+ chemicals in cigarettes I guess, even if they lose some street cred.
Shannon I think this is a good way of doing it, I might not be able to handle pure negativity removal on this subject all in one month lol
thanks Cortez, I'll def. keep everyone informed, thanks K-train and Spiral.
and thanks Ryan for your 'outside' help
Ill PM u as soon as I get a new facebook up
and be your 'gunie pig' of online debauchery lol
Shannon I think this is a good way of doing it, I might not be able to handle pure negativity removal on this subject all in one month lol
thanks Cortez, I'll def. keep everyone informed, thanks K-train and Spiral.
and thanks Ryan for your 'outside' help
Ill PM u as soon as I get a new facebook up
and be your 'gunie pig' of online debauchery lol
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
