08-26-2010, 06:54 AM
Good news, I feel alot better this morning. I listened to ASC for about 2 hours yesterday and then put on WM from 9 pm till approx. 6:15 this morning.
This morning I was in a good mood as soon as I woke up mainly because I didn't feel heavy and extremely tired. In fact I felt anxious to start my day. But I was just anxious to get to work and do some work and Ive been looking forward to lunch more than usual lol. My hour lunch is what I look forward to most in the day besides going home. I def. feel like the neediness is being taken care of during this week and the next few weeks once and for all. I still feel very aloof to women and connecting with them however I find that that's become incredibly easy for me. I think my confidence is starting to be taken care of as well. I've become more in a Zen like state and I think that's allowing me to not care so much and sometimes I hold gazes with random ppl now whether I know it or not. Sometimes I'll hold them longer than usual. Now I just need to be more aware with who I decide to hold it with and mainly hot women. I think that's still an issue for me but the confidence should take care of that in due time
This morning I was in a good mood as soon as I woke up mainly because I didn't feel heavy and extremely tired. In fact I felt anxious to start my day. But I was just anxious to get to work and do some work and Ive been looking forward to lunch more than usual lol. My hour lunch is what I look forward to most in the day besides going home. I def. feel like the neediness is being taken care of during this week and the next few weeks once and for all. I still feel very aloof to women and connecting with them however I find that that's become incredibly easy for me. I think my confidence is starting to be taken care of as well. I've become more in a Zen like state and I think that's allowing me to not care so much and sometimes I hold gazes with random ppl now whether I know it or not. Sometimes I'll hold them longer than usual. Now I just need to be more aware with who I decide to hold it with and mainly hot women. I think that's still an issue for me but the confidence should take care of that in due time
