08-19-2010, 03:33 PM
(08-19-2010, 03:08 PM)spiralout1988 Wrote: I want to make a quick update on how I actually feel. I feel very confident around people I already know and people I do not know.. in fact I am projecting very alpha type qualities however gazing into women's eyes I find hard to do. My confidence has dropped a little bit in that area and I started questioning myself while at the supermarket today on how women think of me but I am getting women to check me out all the time almost 100% time whereever I go at a subconcious level. My concious mind is just making me feel a little week I guess. so around new women I have some shy tendencies still.
And also my sexual arousal has spiked quite significantly. I've had to talk myself out of jerkin the chicken the last few days.
As a result of AM? I have some increases in libido, but interestingly, I feel repelled by porn.
And I even feel tendency not to masturbate too often, as if it meant I am giving some of my power away.
Spiralout, buddy, what happened to Cory Skyy's forum?
