I am going to attempt to explain to you this evening's events.. to the best of my ability hopeing you can understand and everything I went through..
I met up with a buddy who wanted to drink and chill at this mexican resaurant. My old friend worked as a barteder(ess) there if you will. This girl is extremely self concious but is very sexy and has good body language. And ever since I met her she's always been interested. At first I was not confident enough to really step up and show her what I am going for.
I let it go and never called her for a month and a half... AND now I'm here at the bar where she works with an old buddy. We drink and chill and she invites me to her place and we are having great connections the whole time with approx. 3 hot connections. But now since I've started to be aware and learn shit I've learned to let go and to be comfortable in showing the interest in the things I want. My buddy is so needy but he has his way of getting girls and he's wanted this girl for as long as I've wanted her but he will never get her because he just can't get her. And honestly... I can't either.
We went to her house and did a little catching up and conversation cuz we both havn't seen her in a while. Everything is dandy then her drunk ass roomate comes through and we all decide to head down to the bars. I leave with my buddy to hit up a bar cuz these girls gotta go to Walmart God knows why. Later on the meet up with us at this bar and this whole time I'm just chillin. I'm not socializing much becauze almost everyone there was black so I just talked a little with the girls when we met up (I'm not bein racist.. they are just crunk as hell! lol). BY this time i'm about 5 beers deep and we head down to another bar down the street. We're having a good time there and I'm just chillin and socializing with mostly alpha dudes and They all recognize me as alpha as well.. or more alpha m ost likely. I was on some other level tonight gentlemen. But there was something holding me back confidence wise in approaching because I had some serious awesome connections with bombshell women there. But I cam with some people and I mostly stayed around them and that kind of attatchment can be amended. either way though back to the chick I've known for a while. Not her roomate but the girl I've known for 2 months or so... she's showing me the body language cuz I can read that shit like the back of my hand and know what to do every time. But she refused a dance after we played a game of beer pong in which she was very eager to just play with me. So after that I'm like it doesn't even matter because everything is good. I didn't think she'd find another guy like me in that bar. I genuinly believed that last statement.
We left... and My truck was towed. At first I thought it was stolen but it was towed. I had to deal with my buddy cuz he was saying just leave it and he'd stay at my house but he just cant understand trust issues which is what I have with him . He fucked up but that's another story. I finally got them to take me to the tow place.. I paid my 150 dollars which I didn't really care about.. and I don't really have to right now. No reason to. But I'm drunk as hell right now! (sobering up as I write this) I cannot drive. We get to the tow place and I pay the money and I have my buddy drive my truck out the lot. Great! I'm very happy now! But before, this my girl friend or "friend that's a girl" told me that she can take me home because I was "stupid" and I understand this. We worked out a deal even though I was straight "stupid" and she goes and bounces on me when I get my truck out the lot!
The deal was not for me to take and drive my truck home cuz I was just a little too drunk. But she dipped anyways. This girl wanted me so bad but she just can't deal with her own shit. She's too self concious and too fucked up to know what she wants. All she knows is that she can party and will party. She's not a serious girl. She's beautiful and sweet but not worth it. I actually called her when she left to tell her what she did wrong but in a way to where she finds it out herself. I can't help this girl but I care about her. She's my friend. Either way My buddy who's pissed at me for getting my truck towed is still being a bitch but I finally get him to calm down and be real, which he never is. I know he's fake but a part of me wants to help him to. Either way I get him to fucking shut up and just be. He drives me back to whereever he parked his car and I took my truck home.
Don't worry guys.. I'm home now and for the record.. I'm a professional drunk driver but I don't make any money at it. Just know I never intended it. Btw What I learned from this is very valuable. Just let go and trust yourself and your spirit. God (the higher conciousness, the UNIVERSE) lives within all of us. Just believe and you will achieve. I won't put a time frame on my success but guys.. I keep saying.. I can sense it. I just know. I love you all... and good night.
I met up with a buddy who wanted to drink and chill at this mexican resaurant. My old friend worked as a barteder(ess) there if you will. This girl is extremely self concious but is very sexy and has good body language. And ever since I met her she's always been interested. At first I was not confident enough to really step up and show her what I am going for.
I let it go and never called her for a month and a half... AND now I'm here at the bar where she works with an old buddy. We drink and chill and she invites me to her place and we are having great connections the whole time with approx. 3 hot connections. But now since I've started to be aware and learn shit I've learned to let go and to be comfortable in showing the interest in the things I want. My buddy is so needy but he has his way of getting girls and he's wanted this girl for as long as I've wanted her but he will never get her because he just can't get her. And honestly... I can't either.
We went to her house and did a little catching up and conversation cuz we both havn't seen her in a while. Everything is dandy then her drunk ass roomate comes through and we all decide to head down to the bars. I leave with my buddy to hit up a bar cuz these girls gotta go to Walmart God knows why. Later on the meet up with us at this bar and this whole time I'm just chillin. I'm not socializing much becauze almost everyone there was black so I just talked a little with the girls when we met up (I'm not bein racist.. they are just crunk as hell! lol). BY this time i'm about 5 beers deep and we head down to another bar down the street. We're having a good time there and I'm just chillin and socializing with mostly alpha dudes and They all recognize me as alpha as well.. or more alpha m ost likely. I was on some other level tonight gentlemen. But there was something holding me back confidence wise in approaching because I had some serious awesome connections with bombshell women there. But I cam with some people and I mostly stayed around them and that kind of attatchment can be amended. either way though back to the chick I've known for a while. Not her roomate but the girl I've known for 2 months or so... she's showing me the body language cuz I can read that shit like the back of my hand and know what to do every time. But she refused a dance after we played a game of beer pong in which she was very eager to just play with me. So after that I'm like it doesn't even matter because everything is good. I didn't think she'd find another guy like me in that bar. I genuinly believed that last statement.
We left... and My truck was towed. At first I thought it was stolen but it was towed. I had to deal with my buddy cuz he was saying just leave it and he'd stay at my house but he just cant understand trust issues which is what I have with him . He fucked up but that's another story. I finally got them to take me to the tow place.. I paid my 150 dollars which I didn't really care about.. and I don't really have to right now. No reason to. But I'm drunk as hell right now! (sobering up as I write this) I cannot drive. We get to the tow place and I pay the money and I have my buddy drive my truck out the lot. Great! I'm very happy now! But before, this my girl friend or "friend that's a girl" told me that she can take me home because I was "stupid" and I understand this. We worked out a deal even though I was straight "stupid" and she goes and bounces on me when I get my truck out the lot!
The deal was not for me to take and drive my truck home cuz I was just a little too drunk. But she dipped anyways. This girl wanted me so bad but she just can't deal with her own shit. She's too self concious and too fucked up to know what she wants. All she knows is that she can party and will party. She's not a serious girl. She's beautiful and sweet but not worth it. I actually called her when she left to tell her what she did wrong but in a way to where she finds it out herself. I can't help this girl but I care about her. She's my friend. Either way My buddy who's pissed at me for getting my truck towed is still being a bitch but I finally get him to calm down and be real, which he never is. I know he's fake but a part of me wants to help him to. Either way I get him to fucking shut up and just be. He drives me back to whereever he parked his car and I took my truck home.
Don't worry guys.. I'm home now and for the record.. I'm a professional drunk driver but I don't make any money at it. Just know I never intended it. Btw What I learned from this is very valuable. Just let go and trust yourself and your spirit. God (the higher conciousness, the UNIVERSE) lives within all of us. Just believe and you will achieve. I won't put a time frame on my success but guys.. I keep saying.. I can sense it. I just know. I love you all... and good night.
