04-04-2018, 03:01 AM
-this week is quite emotional, I'm unusually experienced mood swing. Since this morning I feel better emotionally, I also feel alive again since quite long time. A few hours ago I feel this old feeling again: I feel part of me is missing, and to feel complete I need to go somewhere to get the part of me that's missing. Feeling this makes me remember about traumatic childhood experience. Quite long if I explain it.
-unusual thing happens, I don't why.
-physically. My lower body feel different in a good way, like more firm or confidence. I don't know if its ASC or nofap or caffeine.
-nofap day 7. I don't use my method that I share, for some personal reasons. I may use the method I share in the future, for now my focus is to achieve current goal.
-goal - main task: make progress to solve my perfectionism problem after UNUSUALLY feel overwhelmed and procrastinate for a few days. Yay!
-When I write this journal I don't remember everything, and don't use google translate despite the "goodness" of my english, grammar mistakes here and there, but I don't worry much, maybe because I think its good enough.
-unusual thing happens, I don't why.
-physically. My lower body feel different in a good way, like more firm or confidence. I don't know if its ASC or nofap or caffeine.
-nofap day 7. I don't use my method that I share, for some personal reasons. I may use the method I share in the future, for now my focus is to achieve current goal.
-goal - main task: make progress to solve my perfectionism problem after UNUSUALLY feel overwhelmed and procrastinate for a few days. Yay!
-When I write this journal I don't remember everything, and don't use google translate despite the "goodness" of my english, grammar mistakes here and there, but I don't worry much, maybe because I think its good enough.
confucious
