08-18-2015, 09:24 AM
Nothing crazy to update other then a pretty roller coaster of emotion. I went on Saturday and Sunday to feeling pretty unmotivated, did not feel like seeing anyone or even leaving my apartment to being super charged yesterday. Felt great yesterday and no real emotion, and then after work had a wicked workout session. Really pushing myself.
To today, this might have been though as I did not have the greatest sleep. I was pretty sexual super charged and could not sleep. It was mad. Woke up like 5.30am mind just racing. I was then pretty drained during work, felt my emotion was low and irritable by small things. My MD even asked me to do something for me and I was not today I don not have the time, I do it for you by Thursday. He seemed a little speechless but was just like Thanks and hope all is well.
Maybe its just the emotional garbage being cleared out, or lack of sleep but today was ultimately pretty difficult. Things were just racing through my head, from work, to should I now move and work in the states or London, is this the right job for me. Anything related to personal and professional thoughts raced through my head today and left me drained. I had to take a couple of minutes throughout the day to watch motivational youtube videos.
Left work straight away and now after this heading to gym.
To today, this might have been though as I did not have the greatest sleep. I was pretty sexual super charged and could not sleep. It was mad. Woke up like 5.30am mind just racing. I was then pretty drained during work, felt my emotion was low and irritable by small things. My MD even asked me to do something for me and I was not today I don not have the time, I do it for you by Thursday. He seemed a little speechless but was just like Thanks and hope all is well.
Maybe its just the emotional garbage being cleared out, or lack of sleep but today was ultimately pretty difficult. Things were just racing through my head, from work, to should I now move and work in the states or London, is this the right job for me. Anything related to personal and professional thoughts raced through my head today and left me drained. I had to take a couple of minutes throughout the day to watch motivational youtube videos.
Left work straight away and now after this heading to gym.
