AM6 Run-3

[tolgaocal80]

stage 2 day 9

I am able to work with passion, not yet there where I want but I am working well,
I know resistance and procastination will try to stop and stagnate me but, these things are not stopping me anymore.

the book I talked about a few post earlier, it is helped me but I need more readings of it, because it is like reprogramming your brain, repetetion is the key here.

for now, I didn't notice nightmares, I remember that last dream was like there were 2 of James Bond(Daniel Craig) and one of them was layng on a hospital bed, not because of illness, one of them wasn't real agent, so they were trying to acquit themselves. strange dream indeed,


*More and more realizations about life, like how it is short or worthy. How much our fear and rudeness are unnecessary.
*All of my concerns towards people around me are fading,
*Last week, I go for a ride with my friends and the first time, I accept them completely, no secret agenda was there. Just enjoy the time, this feeling was so new for me, I wasn't judging my friends for the first time.