09-05-2016, 03:00 AM
Sub is pointing out again, the things I need to work on. my body and money. My body made me feel not enough as a man. About money, I quitted job, and have been unemployed for 2 months, still living in parent's house, and take their moneys for study fee. It's uncomfortable feelings. It's a quite hard situation, I actually do not want to come back to office and work 8 hours a day, it's boring. but it will take much time to have capacity to work as a freelancer. Considering to take a course of Internet marketing. I need to get out if this soon.
The forum is full of DMSI. Quite frustrated. There is not as much value threads as before to read and learn from. An old me would be really into DMSI, but now with me it's some kind like natural grounding. I do both NG and Aura of Sexiness in the past and have women checking me out like crazy, even chasing me when I ride motobike, but when it went further, I collapsed, never dare to make a move. I was like Nobita, with crazy, high tech gadgets in hands, may get some good results at first but what, still wussy out, and frustrated himself, nothing changed. For DMSI, I think will give it a try, but I prefers SM or WM to do first.
The forum is full of DMSI. Quite frustrated. There is not as much value threads as before to read and learn from. An old me would be really into DMSI, but now with me it's some kind like natural grounding. I do both NG and Aura of Sexiness in the past and have women checking me out like crazy, even chasing me when I ride motobike, but when it went further, I collapsed, never dare to make a move. I was like Nobita, with crazy, high tech gadgets in hands, may get some good results at first but what, still wussy out, and frustrated himself, nothing changed. For DMSI, I think will give it a try, but I prefers SM or WM to do first.
